Do you feel a need to move faster than your physical being can accommodate? Do you want your dreams NOW?
The truth is your body is likely adjusting to the energies you incorporated in your being during the recent eclipse and full moons. Even though your physical being is stronger than was true just weeks ago, it is probably not yet strong enough to move forward as rapidly as you would like.
Similar to wanting to be a mature adult in your teens. So it is that because teenage decisions are a mixture of child and adult, parents often slow those teen activities that attempt to emulate adulthood.
That is not to say that you are not a young 5D adult, but instead that this void allows you to better understand yourself and your skills before rushing into decisions based on 3D experiences instead of 5D skills.
Even though you have been of 5D for some time, you are just beginning to test your skills. So it is you revert to 3D fears that are no longer justified by your new skillset but seem to be so by your current creation void.
You are confused, angry, and willing to believe that this transition is a hoax created by someone to make you feel better about your 3D life.
Of course, such is not true, but in your current thoughts and fears, it is easier for you to claim that 5D and new you does not exist than for you to accept that you might be a 5D failure. You are not a failure, any more than was true when you believed as a teen that no boy or girl could ever be attracted to you, that you would always be a romantic failure.
You are evolving – more rapidly than either you or we of the ethers thought possible. Yet, you continue to worry that you are not enough, that you will never be of 5D, that your en masse transition experiment is a failure.
In addition to wanting to be a more 5D adult, you have hidden worries that you are a Universal failure, that you are not the Universal Olympian you once believed you were.
Practice, practice, practice. For you are at a point in which your entire being is evolving with different skills and approaches to life. But just as was true in puberty, you cannot yet fully believe that you will ever be handsome, or a human beauty as you look in the mirror and see acne, or any other ‘fault’ you know ensures lifelong romantic failure.
So it is we have come to a division in your beliefs about yourself. We, of the ethers, know all is well. Yet your 3D being is certain it will never be as you dreamed or we prophesied.
We strongly suggest you put your concerns aside and enjoy your earth life. For as you fight the inevitable, you reduce your joy but do not halt your progress. Just as you could not stop your puberty shifts no matter how much you wished to remain a child.
Your fears are understandable and quite strong now. Nothing or no one seems to alter those fears for you wish to be something you are not quite yet. And since you cannot return to 3D, you are in a limbo of sorts. Even though you want to believe all is well, outside indicators are that your dreams will not come to fruition.
You wish to blame someone or something for your supposed failures.
Do you remember your teenage tantrums? So it is now – needing to change your life, but not yet mature enough to do so on your own. So you yell, scream, cry, pout, and take unnecessary risks just to proclaim that you are of 5D even though your outer world does not yet confirm such is so.
Allow yourself the freedom to be even if it means pouting, crying, and screaming for you cannot change the inevitable any more than you could remain a child once puberty began.
You are new you whether you believe that or not. Even though uncomfortable, this limbo will be short-lived for you are already who you are in 5D. You are merely growing into that being with all the skills you now imagine or hope for.
You are a 5D beauty who believes you are a 3D ugly duckling.
It is difficult for you to acknowledge you are evolving into new you because these discomforts are coupled with lack of knowing what 5D means for you, for no 3D human has yet made the same transition.
Of course, you immediately refer to historical figures such as Buddha, Mohammad, and Jesus. While it is true that they made similar transitions, they did so at different times and in different ways than now. In a sense, they were trying to perfect what you are now experiencing. Paving the way for you in ways that are not necessarily part of your current being. Their role was to accumulate followers for a new message. Yours is to display what is possible.
Instead of a shepherd, you are more of a train conductor allowing all to find their personal 5D path by providing the means for them to find it.
Allow yourself to be in this tumultuous time as you grow into your new being. It will not be years before you do so, but days as your transition is more rapid than you understand or now believe. So be it. Amen.
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