Perhaps you feel as if nothing is right, even though nothing is wrong. You are betwixt and between. The expected is not what you expect and the unexpected continues to happen.
This confusion is directly related to your inner-being. For you are undergoing a transition different from what you expected. You most likely thought that you would awake one day a different person of a different frequency or dimension. That all would be achieved without much effort on your part.
Such is true, but not quite as you assumed. For indeed, given the dimension/frequency leaps you are making, your transition is relatively easy. It is just that you did not expect to be knowingly part of that transition.
That last statement points out how extreme this transition is for those of you at the forefront.
Even though birth is amazing, the transition from pregnant woman to birth mother is much more confusing than one might expect given the joyful images portrayed by most. If you were the first woman to give birth, you would most likely be frightened, angry, sad and many other emotions for you would not understand that the growth in your belly was expected, nor would you understand other shifts within your being in preparation for that birth.
So it is now. You are the first, so you do not know what to expect. And even though this transition has taken you through highs and lows emotionally, spiritually, and physically, it has been relatively easy because you were able to share or access information with other forerunners.
For many, such a statement is not enough to cover your current fears and anger. You no longer feel comfortable with what was, and you have no idea what will be. So you feel rootless and therefore, angry at the Universes and yourself.
“Why am I doing this?” “What’s in it for me other than one stumbling block after another?”
Our accolades for your tenacity and bravery mean nothing now for you do not feel brave nor tenacious. You are merely angry at yourself and the Universes.
Such will pass as you acclimate to new you. You are now assimilating segment after segment within seconds instead of the weeks you requested before this time.
The first segments you introduced to your earth being, were most likely compatible with who you were. In a sense, you accepted new segments that felt like a lovely new dress.
Now that you are again expanding your being, you are experiencing clothes/segments that might be uncomfortable but are necessary for this earth lifetime. These new clothes include elements of the fear, anger, and hate you hid beneath the surface of your being. The not so nice pieces you adapted to by hiding them deep within – resulting in lifetime after lifetime of trying to clear something you did not understand.
These deeply hidden, not so pleasant parts of yourself are coming to the forefront for a final clearing before entering your new stage or totality – occurring early in what you label your new year.
If you were to be a new mother would you continue drinking, smoking or otherwise doing something to harm your baby? That is what is occurring now. Do you wish to muddle through the next few months with your addiction of self-fear or do you wish to create a new you cleared of those fears?
So it is that most of you are bringing those fears to the surface with interactions, memories, dreams, and replays of who you wish you were not.
Please do not be frightened if you say or do something that appears totally out of character. For all those at the forefront will be doing the same. Clearing pieces you – or we – did not believe you could clear in one lifetime.
Many of you are angry (Of course!) for you believe you cleared everything necessary to move beyond the fourth dimension. You have. What you are clearing now is far beyond what was required before your birth on earth in this lifetime. You are zooming so rapidly into the fifth and beyond dimensions, that we do not necessarily know how far you will transition.
Suffice it to say, you are far beyond our expectations as you continue to fly. A large part of that flying is your decision to clear those pieces so deeply hidden you assumed you could not clear until future transitions in a variety of places.
What you may discover is that your clearings are beyond earth clearings. You might expose those pieces of your being that you have hidden from yourself in other places and times. So some of your clearings may not make sense to you or anyone.
So it is, you are racing to complete this phase during one of the earth’s most emotional times. Giving you a sense that your world is as wrong as you. You may also have difficulties with decisions for you do not know who you will be tomorrow or even the next hour.
For those of you who birthed children, do you remember the fears you felt when you learned you were pregnant with your first child? Such is you now. “How will I cope?” “What will my life be like during this clearing process? “Will I push everything in my 3D life away?”
So it is that your fears, combined with your new important, but not always so pleasant segments are making you edgy, confused and often angry. Such will pass shortly – and no one will notice as much as you. For as you expand your new being, you are also expanding your interests and skills.
You are truly becoming a new person in a new environment. Moving far more rapidly than you and we imagined possible with your shared bits of forerunner information.
You are indeed birthing a gloriously radiant, new you. Providing information for those who follow that all you and they experience is part of the norm – just as is true in a human pregnancy. So be it. Amen.
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