Portal of Choice

You are in a time and  place of birthing yourself into a higher octave of light. As you sit in the womb of No-time, you feel  limited.  In this limitedness you try to stretch, but the walls of illusion, and the walls of earthly limitation seem to keep you confined.  You are not able to stretch into the vastness you innately know yourself to be.

When a child is in the mothers womb, the child's spirit has the ability to reach out past the limitations of the womb.  Skirting about in the parent's everyday lives. Reaching into the past, and future, overcoming space and time. Your life is similar to that of the unborn child.  You feel limitations, as if the very walls of your life grow steeper and steeper each time you try to scale them.  You grunt, you groan, you complain as the limitations become more and more animated.  You have the same abilities and capabilities as the unborn child.  You are living in this 3rd dimension and yet you are also living in spirit.  Your body seems limited and vulnerable, yet the spirit that inhabits that vehicle has magnificent and untapped abilities.

It is this part of the Earthly gestation period that Earth as a planet, and you as a people are entering into.  It is a time where the limited perception of your humanness merges with the vast and all-knowing Soul and Spirit.  Coming together Merging and then Emerging.  Right now you feel like a caterpillar, in a cocoon stage of consciousness.  You know that you are destined to become more, Yet Everything In Your World Points To Less Than!! You feel deep within your being that if you tried, you could fly.  Then you take another look at yourself and see only the reflection of density, and human limitation.

The Chrysalis/Cocoon around you thickens and hardens as the holographic crust of earth. Keeping you confined in a prison of your own thinking and making.  There seems no way out!  Then one day a small light appears coming from a hole within this holographic cocoon, and your heart races with possibilities.  The holographic illusion of limitation begins to crumble right in front of your eyes.  You all are just now seeing that small point of light.  Showing you the way out, the way up and the way home.  The caterpillar looks at itself and says "how am I going to get through that small opening'?  How can I CAN FLY I don't have wings, I am just a caterpillar!

The caterpillar must walk into a time of SURRENDERING!  Surrendering his limitations, and surrendering to the divine spark within him.  Surrendering to an understanding, a truth that he has never experienced in this consciousness. Surrendering is accepting in the process, it is trusting!  It is internally knowing what is truth, when everything else reflects and mirrors limitations.  The hole is small only in the mind of the caterpillar, not in the mind of God.  In the mind of God it is large enough to accommodate all the future butterflies of earth.

It is a time of surrendering to what you know to be truth. Even though it cannot be proven, or confirmed, pointed out, documented, charted or recorded in history.  Surrender and trust your process. The butterfly that you are inside this human caterpillar, inside of this earthly cocoon is far greater than any illusion.  Let go and know that the divine plan will work through you no matter what.  The caterpillar is destined to become a butterfly!

The cocoon would never ever allow the caterpillar to be released, because that is what a cocoon does.  It limits, it protects, it keeps bound.  Earth keeps you as a cocoon until you are ready to set yourself free.  The caterpillar knows that it must try, and try again, or it will die.  That is the point of reference that each and everyone of you sit at.  You feel you must try, or perish in the process.

Your Soul pushes you through that tiny hole into a Higher Light, just like the caterpillar is pushed by instinct.  You push back, saying ‘ No, I can't fit, No I can't jump, No, I can't fly, NO I CAN'T !' Spirit says, " you must, or you will perish, as will all life."   Earth is at a portal of choice, there will be a decision made by the mass consciousness. All of God's creations sit upon this fence of decision.  All of life is "in decision".



k 25th May 2009 1:04 pm

Octave, "has been referred to as the miracle of music ... sometimes abbreviated 8va, and the octave below 8vb...perfect intervals, the octave is sometimes designated P8". (Wikipedia) Eight, the number of the magician, or symbol of infinity. When we open our minds and seek, there will be hidden messages revealed. The seed will only grow if it falls on the fertile, tilled soil, the prepared mind. If we open our minds to everything and seek, we will become like children free of the bias' of what we have been taught to believe, taking everything in in the process of learning about "life". Then we come to see some of the mysteries of this existance and beyond, and catch a glimps of what our life is really about. Seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened.


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Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Gillian is a Visionary, a Seer, born with the gift of knowing. She is a clairvoyant psychic with advanced channeling abilities.


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