The Vibration of "Want"

The very energy of the word ‘WANT’ is a PORTAL of ENTRANCE and EXIT.   want  is a #13 vibration, which asks one to go to the edge,  jump and learn to fly on the way down. It asks one to walk into the invisible and step without fear. 13 is all about the courage ‘to be’. A portal of possibilities exists at every turn of ones life. Are you brave enough to enter a place of holiness and risk losing yourself to a higher light? What is it you really want and are you ready to receive it?

As you sit in the center of all you once were and all that you are destined to become, you come to point of clear knowing. The longing for what you once desired changes forever. In the recognition of completeness there are no needs, there are no desires, there are no wants. All is automatically filled by its corresponding parts of completion.

You enter a place of pure emptiness. A place where you are hollow and ready to receive. You have completely emptied out of what you once thought you were suppose to do, and supposed to be. in the emptiness of all that you are, there is a complete fullness.  When something is full and complete, the next step is emptying and the learning continues eternally.

Light defines itself as light. The light holds the original blueprint of all things that are birthed in all shades of light. Light comes in more shades, then colors. Think of the times you tried to match white to white or black to black, in clothing or in paint. There are thousands of shades of white and there are thousands of depths of black.

On this planet of duality, you are given the task of dissecting the light and dark and gray matter of your life. Humanity tends to stay close to the borders of light and dark, straddling the razor-blade fence of that particular energy. Humanity is now asked to do the cosmic wash and  swim through all the dingy whites and dive deep into all the darks, the grays,  and the blacks without coming up any whiter or any darker then one originally entered. You are to do not the wash not become the washing factor. In other words, you are to come fully into your experience of life not judging the many shades of white/ light, nor judging the many shades of gray or shadow. Only to Observe the shades and nuances that have always existed, but you have not seen.

Do not look at those who wear the dark cloaks of wolves in a world of sheep with any judgment, but look at them closely as they too act out what is needed. As you sup upon the  light, you will taste the very sweetest to the most bitter. Each of you will become translators of all shades of the light.

It would be a very bland world if everything were homespun vanilla. The ups and downs of who you know yourself to be, has brought to you the character lines of your heart. Walking the path of poverty and prosperity has given you both the pauper and the prince’s viewpoint and thus has seasoned you well.  stand tall in this knowing that everything is perfect. Knowing that all rights will wrong themselves and all wrongs will right themselves as you watch the players and the playing become more animated in the next few months. Stand on the chessboard of this experience stretching your self and encompassing all roles. We are the Council of Light, all shades of light.



k 17th August 2009 9:36 am

Dualism is held on to by those who have a need for entertainment, the desire to see the variety of different shades. When we focus on just the pure light we can see nature in her true glory and only the bright white of joy from heaven on earth is desired. It is not monotonous and nothing is desired beyond what is presented to us.


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Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Gillian is a Visionary, a Seer, born with the gift of knowing. She is a clairvoyant psychic with advanced channeling abilities.


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