The following are nuggets to ponder and meditate on, for only you can know the Truth; depending on where you are in your own evolution/Ascension.
How do you withdraw from the old world of duality; that of differences, greed, karma and all things that are of the deep belief of separation? Release your deep-seated beliefs that these even exist, for in the New, they do not. Only by letting go of these beliefs can you enter the gates of the New. It helps to see that each of these old beliefs are illusions and illusions have no power over you. You are the one who keeps them alive by complaining and attaching to these aspects of separation; of the old matrix. Once you release all aspects of separation can you be in the New? How? Keep your thoughts positive and high, love yourself and all others, for you are One; release fear and judgment. You are not controlled by others or by what the old world wants you to believe. You have Free Will to be who and what you choose. By believing all that you see and read, you only delay your own entrance to the New, for unless you are nothing but Love, the New remains something beyond your grasp. You cannot be old and New at the same time; and yet we all are on a continuum as we release and integrate the New within us. Make a choice. What do you choose to experience?
You may have fleeting glimpses of the New, yet as long as you believe everything and everyone, you are not in the New unless you use your own Discernment to know what it is you resonate with and what you don't. The Truth of you is pure Love; all else is false. Yet the separate ego clings to what is false; what is illusion. You may play at being in the New, yet being of both worlds creates a schism within you. You want to believe you are nothing but Love, yet you might wonder why you doubt and why you do not dismiss your darker thoughts. This is an aspect of separation. There is no good/bad, us/them, right/wrong, etc. These are all examples of separation. You might wonder if indeed you are Divine, yet still have lower thoughts and emotions. Remember, we all are in transition. The Higher Truth is that you are Divine. Period. Embrace your separate ego and have it be the expressor of your Soul. Tell it that it need not fight or resist; it need not cling to the old; it need not feel separate from Soul, for in Truth, it is not. It is only when you count on your intellect that you empower your separate ego.
Know that when downloads of high dimensional energy flow into you, they are neutral. It is up to you whether you have the downloads empower your positivity or your negativity. Wherever your consciousness is is what the downloads will empower. Therefore, if you feel negative about yourself, others and/or the world, the downloads will accentuate this. If you have nothing but feelings and thoughts that are positive and loving, the downloads empower this. It is up to you. What's your choice? Who are you? What consciousness do you project into the world; that of the New or that of the old? When a download occurs, whether a person's consciousness dwells in the negative or positive, they bring forth more to release and transform. They bring forth more to release that is not Love and are propelled out of their comfort zones. Things then shift and change.
What is brought into the conscious are old beliefs/cellular memories of blame and shame. It is important to take Responsibility for all your choices. Children are not victims; they choose too...whether they realize it or not. They choose whatever circumstances will help them evolve. Children are not victims; they are Souls. We all choose experiences that help us grow and evolve. Often, especially as children, we bring forth experiences of other lifetimes.
Downloads of Light help us release these traumatic lifetimes and therefore karma. We are not bound to any old stories; in fact, it is up to us to free ourselves from old patterns and beliefs. On a personal note, I have been guided to read books about women who have been belittled, abused and killed for standing in their Power. This has been a way my Soul has helped me release these old patterns of other lifetimes, as this is not the Truth of me nor you. Do know that everything that has occurred in this life or in other lifetimes is and has been for our highest evolution. If we choose to continue a pattern or feel guilty or blame ourselves or others for something, it is a nudge to let it go and be Love and powerful and responsible for all that we have chosen. Whatever energy is brought to the conscious self is to be released and transformed to Love. We are asked to look deeper into all that occurs and has occurred, for there is a message within for us.
When we experience great change, like people walking away or a shift in business or prosperity, look deeply to find your deeper message; a deeper Truth. Feel into everything; do not use your intellect to tell you the truth, for it won't and can't. If you can go deep into every circumstance, you will release the shackles that bind you to the old and truly be free. While there has been much release, now you go deeper, for Truth is a spiral. Change is not for sissies. It requires great Strength, Courage and Trust. Change is not finite; it evolves as you do, bringing you closer and closer to being Source...inner Source. We are Roses. Roses open up from within.
Most do not want to let go of their illusions; certainly, most don't want to be stripped down to nothing, so they cling to their illusions. If everything in life is an illusion, what is left? You, as Source, is what is left and from here you may build on who you truly choose to be. How? You focus on Soul Essences only; on how you want to feel. If you want to feel Peace, let all in your life be about Peace. This means to have all your thoughts, feelings and actions be of Peace with no doubt or judgment and choosing nothing but Peace. If you want to feel Joy, then have all your thoughts, feelings and actions be of Joy. As you focus on how you want to feel, anything that is contrary to that will be brought to the surface for Transformation. You keep transforming until there is nothing left but you: Source.
Change may not be exactly how you envision it, but it will always be what is needed...if you truly want to ascend. Drop your expectations about how it will be and flow with whatever is presented, for it most likely will be something you did not expect. Yet it will be something that will help you move away from the old and comfortable and something that will help you evolve.
Pretend/visualize that you are standing in front of the Great Oz (or someone you think is more powerful and knowing than you, like a guide or Soul or teacher). He/she says, “Give me something you want to release.” You do and then he/she says, “Now, give me something more.” This goes on until you have nothing left to give. This is what is being asked of you. How does it feel to be nothing and have nothing? ! Are you afraid? Give this over too. This little exercise is an illustration of truly letting go; it is not just an intellectual exercise, but one that helps you truly let go. After letting go, be sure to fill up with Divine Love, for you have created a void that must be filled with Love.
Your intellect is an illusion, yet most only follow their intellect (which only knows past experience) and not their Heart. Following your Heart means you feel into things; not just react automatically, the way you always have. Intuition is of the Heart; it is feeling; not thinking. True Intuition is New; it is something that has never occurred to you before. Your Intuition can bring you to a place, yet without taking an action, it is incomplete. An action can be an intention; not an intellectual intention, but one that is of the Heart...you feel it. What if there is no intention and all you feel is nothingness? Let that be O.K. Trust that you are guided; your guidance is your Intuition.
Shifting and changing does not happen in a second or when you think it should. Ascension is ongoing and infinite. There is no goal, except to evolve. Every choice you make helps you evolve or devolve. No-one does this for you. You alone are responsible for your own evolution. This requires you to be awake and aware of all your choices. You can't evolve using your intellect. You must feel through all you choices with Clarity. Ask, “Will this choice help me evolve or devolve?” Feel either an expansion in your Heart area or a restriction in your Heart area. Expansion=yes; restriction=no. Calmly make your conscious choice.
If there is a challenge in your life, go deep into it and feel the learning...whether it is another person mirroring to you what you have rejected or resisted, it is an opportunity to transform the energy within you. Our intellect tells us to run in the opposite direction; our Heart tells us to be patient and look within, for you wouldn't have attracted it if you were clear of the old pattern that still creates in your life. Reaction is denying, judging and resisting. Response is not attaching to or resisting the energy, but considering that what the separate ego wants to run from is the very thing your Soul wants you to see. “What you resist persists,” the old saying goes. It is Truth, for when you resist something, it goes right back into the subconscious, where it continually creates until you address it and transform it to Love.
Trust that you are supported and guided in all your Heart choices. Every Heart-based choice you make helps all, for you share what you are within automatically. Your vibration wholes or depletes. What is your choice? Recently I had a wonderful connection with someone who lives elsewhere in the world. You see, you need not be in the physical presence to love and be loved, for Love has no boundaries or rules. You attract what you are and you project the same.