Beloved one, would you like to hear about my life? I will tell you about my early life two thousand years ago. I often hear your questions, wanting to know, "What was your life like? Was it truly as recorded in the holy Scriptures?"
Everyone interprets their reality differently, depending on past circumstances and past experiences and how they have judged things in the past. This is a time right now when many are looking at past teachings and they are trying to decide if the ways of thinking they have grown up with are appropriate now.
Beloved one, soon you will be celebrating what ones will call my birth, one Jeshua ben Joseph, although truly I was born at what you would call the end of summer. My birth has been arbitrarily set to be at the time of most dark in the northern hemisphere to bring forth light. However, it is not my personal birth which is important, but, more importantly, it is the birth of the Christ child of you which is awakening and becoming more and more obvious to you and to others.
Beloved friend, peace be with you. I am the one you have known as Joseph, Earthly father to the one you know as Jeshua and beloved husband of the one you now call Mother Mary. I had my own life, my own identity as Joseph, and I lived that lifetime happily in the Essene community. After releasing the body in that lifetime, there were other lifetimes when I collected much wisdom, the same as you are doing now, and I brought the wisdom once again into an incarnation which you now have called St. Germain.
Beloved one, I would speak with you now about your true Being, Who you are and where you have come from. I would speak with you to answer many of the questions you have had about life, why you are here, and how you can see your life and circumstances more holy.
Beloved one, I have noticed that you abide in love quite often, because that is where it feels good. But I have noticed also that sometimes you get into a place of separation where there can be a bit of judgment.