are feeling the dissolution of the structures of the past and this will
continue for some time. Many changes are happening in the physical and
inner planes. At times it will feel like a very bumpy ride, however
surrounding this energy is nothing less than the Christ Consciousness -
the Divine flow of Creator Source energy filled with love and joy and
Once again, it’s well into the month and the vibe report has been slow to come through. My guides tell me I’m being recalibrated (I’m quite sure this is happening to most of us at this time). It has felt like I’ve been moving up a spiral and I haven’t landed anywhere yet. In fact it feels like everything is suspended, and I am hanging in mid-air. Has the year 2010 started yet? What is going on? Where am I? Why do I feel like a stranger in a strange land, surrounded by what looks familiar but feels somehow different?
We are into the 5th month of 2012 and as I sit with the energies scanning the past 4 months I see and feel erratic fluctuations pulling and pushing like a sawing motion, accompanied by drops in elevation down into sinkholes, then popping out like cartoon toast from a toaster boing-ing up and slow spiraling down to land gently on soft moss that soon morphs into mud and turns into a slurry that cascades us with it to the edge of a precipice and off we go because there’s no other choice and instead of falling, we’re floating and then suddenly falling and then going up and on and on it goes. Yikes!
The energies of change are moving so quickly, causing shifts in feeling-tones within us. Have you been paying attention to your first feelings when waking up in the morning? Earlier in the month I was aware of awakening and feeling like I was floating in a sea of love. Feeling nurturing, loving energy around me and basking in the feeling that all is well. In these moments I have been aware of the old, dense energy of fear roiling below me. I’ve seen myself floating above this energy field that I have lived within – in and out of – for so long. It’s like, living in the density had become so familiar, something I was accustomed to.
Sometimes, when this vibe report looks like it's going to come out "late," I realize that I'm waiting for more information to come through, and it's all in Divine Timing. In the last week it's been difficult to focus on what needs to be done in "outer" life.
The eclipses of the past two weeks have taken us through a journey of release, acceleration and integration. In preparation, after the summer solstice, the past came up for processing and assessment. Some of us have undergone a spiritual battle in a sense, between feeling overwhelming regret for past choices and coming back to the moment of now, which is all any of us truly have.
fact is that for the past week I’ve had a cold that turned into flu.
I’m starting to feel better but am still dealing with congestion,
coughing and a sore throat. This has prompted me to explore the issue
of getting sick. Granted, this bug has been “going around,” however,
there are different schools of thought regarding getting sick.
As you traverse the waters of your lives you have experienced the
pain and joy of physical existence. You are undergoing yet another
trial as the energies are amped up calling you to open and release.
Wounds of the past are surfacing; feelings forgotten or feelings you
thought you’d already cleared and released are coming up again.