Many of us have been experiencing highs and lows of energy and moods. Sometimes it feels like we are in a whirlwind – as if a tornado is spinning around us and then at other times we are on an oasis — like being in the eye of a storm. So many people are undergoing big shifts and changes as relationships fall apart and income streams disappear. Stress and fear levels can be running very high. We are going through a death and rebirth process.
October began with some turbulence which has been felt on the physical plane as earthquakes and resulting tsunamis. These shake ups are being received within our lives and you may have felt like you are on a rollercoaster that is going up, down and sideways. Paradoxically, along with all the shake-ups are feelings of stuckness or inertia; difficulty focusing on the task at hand and moving forward, even though we know what we need to do.
This has been an interesting passage. For first two weeks of February I felt like I was moving through molasses. I had very little to say to anyone, not much inspiration and it’s been an effort to get to the things my mind says I need to do. At times, I found myself simply staring out the window watching the birds. And of course, life is calling. I did manage to get out in the world and accomplish the tasks at hand and then later I barely remembered doing it as I crawled back into my cave.
As the holiday season comes to an end and we say goodbye to a tumultuous decade, I feel like my feet are poised on a new path of golden light. The energy of the eclipse on New Year’s Eve felt like it was stretching, stretching, stretching—becoming taut like a drum.
April will be ushering in many openings to new pathways. What have you been wishing and praying for? Your prayers will begin to bear fruit, if they haven’t already. We see a great wave, a wall of energy moving forward, getting ready to break.
There’s so much going on, so much up in the air – many sudden changes – the roller coaster effect has gotten really interesting. It spirals up, moves side to side and takes sudden dips – some influences take us up and other influences drop us down – it can be exhausting and frustrating.
So many of us are going through big changes and feeling raw and easily triggered. We are processing and integrating our life experiences from the time we were born. Old feelings, some long denied, others just there as if they are part of us are being amplified. I say “as if” they are part of us because these feelings are often linked to stories that we bought into – beliefs that aren’t true about ourselves, but that we kept alive in our energy field by agreeing with them.
Well, the jig is up. If there’s something we’ve avoided looking at in our life, it’s going to come up and smack us in the head! The vibration is rising, everything is accelerating and so that which is not of our highest truth will be leaving us with the velocity of the speed of love. It may broadside us.
Be sharp, learn to adapt quickly. Fluctuating currents are all around us. One moment feeling inspiration, creative flow, the next moment it’s gone, and we’re like a pendulum swinging from ennui to urgency. And in the middle of all that… the holidaze… I’ve been drawing and painting my way through the openings and swift movement. November was all about opening and moving into higher frequencies than we’ve ever been in before. Now as I look back I see a huge beam of radiant energy that was/is shining through the fields of energy right into us.