Are you feeling like you want to smash something? Does if feel like everything is just wrong? Well, you are not alone. Everyone seems to be feeling something... I felt this grrrr energy kicking in on Sunday night. I spoke to my sister who is in Africa with her family now and they are at wits end also. At about 5:30 a.m. feral cat came in through the cat door and beat up my cat, right in my living room. I chased it out with a spray bottle and two tennis balls. (Hey, it's what I could find!)
The first 2 1/5 months of 2010 have been frustrating and disappointing for many people. We were so excited to get done with 2009 and experience the creativity and fun that was promised for 2010. But we've had to sort through and release some old stuff first to make sure that what we create is fully in the new energy. This can manifest as loosing interest is a project or dream that you have had for a long time.
This is a rare opportunity to experience and embody the archetypal energies of Pisces - selfless service to others. In a year all about balance, I think this is a time when we can collectively transform Pisces to be more in line with the New Energy and to be more balanced.
I have received a few emails about connecting worldwide to spend some time on 11:11 meditiating on the Earth and what we need to do to improve the situation. Unfortunately, the energy of these emails was focused somewhat on what is wrong and how the Earth is suffering. What you focus on reinforces that reality.