You fear you will never feel at home while of the earth in this lifetime. That you have transitioned so far beyond the expectations of yourself and other earthlings that you have once again become odd.
Your sleep is a rich and productive time. It is a time when the majority of your spirit leaves your physical body and visits the heavens. You can engage in a multitude of activities while your awareness is in these other dimensions.
There is a connection to all things. It may be invisible, and therefore seem theoretical, but many scientific studies are continually reaffirming this. The benefit of the physical realm of separation is the details become reflected and choice becomes projected.
By living aligned with the present moment, you also align your will with the universal will, which you could call “the will of God”. You don’t have a separate will. The separate will wants to enhance or strengthen one’s sense of self.
Coherence has a propensity to create a greater coherence. This effect hasn’t really been measured, where one group goes into coherence and another group somewhere else receives it. Coherence is, therefore, an energy that, by its purity, can build on itself.
The focus of Goddess Light is about bringing love into your life and that love is the foundation; therefore, that love flows into and through you first before anything or anyone else. Be open to receive. Be open to accept.