March brings us into higher waters – those geysers of energy that some of us felt perched on top of last month have been joined by more energy rising up around us - like a lock in a canal that has filled with water and taken us to a higher level. Last month, some were holding the space of the rising energy – anchoring it in, giving it a direction to rise up to. Those were the ones who arrived early to the party. The energies have risen and caught up and now a swift flow is carrying us along at a new level. And then suddenly we have to hold onto both sides of our boat as it is rocked to and fro by energies around us. Some may be experiencing unexpected changes in situations, many things happening at once and the feeling of having ’one of those days’ where you are buffeted around by too many responsibilities, feeling like you have to be in two places at once – or the feeling of having too much to do in too little time, along with missed appointments, things going “wrong,” something coming from ‘out of the blue’ suddenly changing what you had planned. You may also feel like you’re living several days within one day.
There is a lot of re-arranging going on. It may seem chaotic - like you are being pulled in many different directions at once. It depends on how you look at it, because this is a brilliant opportunity to really practice staying in the moment of NOW. This helps to stabilize your boat. Beware of over-scheduling yourself so that you are not taking on more than you can reasonably handle – and this includes making room for the unexpected. And, when you feel like you need to stop, by all means do so. Even if that means sitting with eyes closed for five or ten minutes. Give yourself the chance to re-group and find the stillpoint within.
You may be experiencing emotions coming out of nowhere… suddenly you feel like crying – go ahead, let it out – connect to the feeling. This is heart-centered healing – you don’t even need to know why or what the tears are about. Get out of your head, and into your heart.
Also, there may be old feelings coming up – something you felt angry about years ago, coming up again. Just let it pass through. Does it have a message for you? Perhaps you didn’t allow yourself to fully feel the feeling back then. Feel it and let it go.
And vibrations, or ‘moods’ may be revisiting us. A feeling may come over you – a way you used to feel years ago – look how far you’ve come and know that this is the last residual bit of feelings that are being released on a cellular level. The feelings are coming up from within and passing through. When we release energy that is no longer in harmonic vibration with who we’ve become we need to fill in the space with the new. Help push out the old by bringing up the new feeling – the feeling of who you are becoming.
Sometimes this practice can bring on feelings of disorientation, disconnection and anxiety or even panic. Breathing into the feeling is like pouring water on a fire. The fire of panic is irrational and consuming. The trust that lies in breath is soothing. And this is about remembering who you are at a soul level. It is very important at this time of the world to connect with your soul, with the beginning of your self, or the deepest part of your self.
The energy of this time called March is moving into a swirling and spiraling flow - like water going down a drain. Yes that’s right! But the drain is a tunnel that we will begin to swirl through before shooting out just in time for the vernal equinox on March 21st, which is also a full moon. In this tunnel, the centrifugal force is operating to separate more of what we are ready to let go of – the force of this spiraling will pull from us residual bits of the energies we were releasing for the last few years. So loosen up and go with the flow. When you find yourself in your head thinking too much about whatever this brings up for you, come back into your heart and breathe. Let go of expectations, just know that it is all good. And then, after the equinox, the creative force will be flowing strong.
We also wish to say that, when you feel a little urge or prompting, listen to that feeling. Listen to the small voice within and act upon it, if that is called for. Someone recently said that Spirit does not yell at us and push us. No, Spirit speaks quietly. Listen to the feelings nudging you. Listen to what your heart is telling you. Listen to your inner knowing. Trust your intuition.
Be sure to get plenty of rest and exercise. And drink lots of water. Visualize the water flowing through you and cleansing, like a river does, all the debris that is ready to be released.
It is important also to release the fear that has a tight grip on the flow of money — the current of currency. The time for competition is over; you are entering into a time of collaboration and sharing. The support and good wishes you share with each other will be reflected directly into the flow of the energy exchange of money and services. Giving freely of support and ideas will flow back to you.
Follow your heart – follow the energy that feels alive. Follow the energy that gives you a glowing, happy feeling.
You may also be experiencing moments of precise synchronicity – whenever that happens, celebrate it. Do a happy dance, even if it is just a dance in your imagination – do it – celebrate the moments of perfect timing and serendipity. This will help to allow the flow of more such moments.
And finally, there is a flow, a glow, an opening like a fanciful flower of creativity arising. Exchanging ideas, creating together, supporting each other and creating “happenings” at a grass roots level, all this will bring out the individual and collective human being’s sovereign empowerment. Remember: Power to the People. The power of people is on the rise – our thoughts and feelings are gathering momentum. Flow your thoughts and feelings into the light, into what feels god and loving. We are gathering together and creating a world of collaboration and compassion, sharing and inspiration. It is an affirmation that there is enough for all. The Universe provides all we need. The fearful and tight energy of hoarding comes from lack and creates lack. A person can hoard and amass great wealth but still be living in poverty at the soul level. The energy of abundance is arising, the energy created by the power of the people is rising all around, underneath and above all who seem to be in control – like a great river, this energy is rising and will be washing away what is not in harmony with love, with joy and freedom.
Dance, children, dance and let your voices be heard. Rise on the tide of love.
Blessings and peace to all…
Nancy Leilah Ward
Many of One
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