Settling into this new year, I see clusters of energy falling into place. It’s as if we’ve been de-fragging since the end of 2012, with fragments of our being flying around us, untethered. Many of us have felt that we no longer resonate with what we had been doing for many years and have also felt disoriented. Or else, our jobs ended or relationships ended, we’ve moved to new places, and have begun new explorations.
At this time (dare I say finally?) we may be feeling a sense of renewal. Some of the parts of us that fragged out left our energy field completely and other parts are circling back home and landing in our energy field in a new way. Aspects of what we had been doing are refreshed and more energized. So the defragging is coming to completion. It’s interesting how many of our internal and external experiences are reflected in our technology. However, in actuality it is the technology that reflects our inner and outer experience. We are capable of so much more than our technology can deliver and we are coming to know this through our awakening process (evolution).
Rinse and repeat
We have a collective consciousness that goes beyond our Earth experience, (inter-galactic) but for now, we awakening ones are in the ongoing process of clearing false beliefs that are held in the collective human consciousness and that we’ve accumulated in our Akashic Record through our incarnational experiences on Earth. We have a great deal of help from the high frequency energy that is pulsing through our galaxy, our solar system, our lives.
These high vibrational frequencies come in waves that are rolling in at a more rapid speed than ever before. When they crest and break, we feel the surges of energy that help us to raise our vibration. At the same time, this energy triggers the denser frequencies that are held within our wounds. The beauty is that we have the opportunity, with the awareness that we are consciously cultivating on a daily basis, to dive into our wounds and love ourselves within this awareness. This helps to release the energy around the triggering effect. At the same time, we may feel like an open wound walking around fully exposed to what appears to be a harsh world. We need to be kind to ourselves and nurture ourselves through this process. We need to be kind to others, as well, for we are all experiencing this in our own ways. Most people are being triggered at a very deep level at this time as we continue to function in our daily lives. The thing is to feel into what is being brought up for us. To lovingly feel whatever the pain is, not to run away from it or try to cover it up by over-working, over-partying, over-eating, over-exercising, etc.
Waves and Movement
Imagine that you are a being of energy that is like the floor of the ocean and in your being-ness you are aware of an ocean of energy above you that is vibrating at a more refined, lighter frequency than you. A big wave of this high vibrational energy comes in and stirs up all the denser bits that are in your vibration, like rocks and shells, these bits are being pulled from your vibratory field. These bits are connected to deeper parts of your being-ness, electro-magnetically connected to you through thoughts and emotions that surface as memories and stories. So as these bits of density are pulled up and away from you the feelings from the memories and stories are remembered and it is painful for it goes deep into a wound that was first experienced before you could even speak or comprehend with your brain what was going on.
Creation of probable realities
In infancy, neural transmitters begin firing and neural pathways become established. Through repetition of events and feelings, beliefs begin to form and our being-ness begins to take on the story of humanity – the story of our ancestors. As we become more aware of the outer world and we come to know and experience ourselves in a body, our energetic is-ness takes on our persona (aka ego). The world is continually being described to us from the other personas we become aware of. In this way the wound of Humanity is passed from generation to generation and becomes integrated in our sub-conscious awareness and comes to be a so-called reality. We then integrate a field of resonance that becomes our beliefs and draws to us events and circumstances that reflect that resonance. It is a self-perpetuating, co-created on-going drama.
This, of course, is what we’ve been continually releasing and clearing all these years.
Unworthiness is a Lie
The wound of humanity is the feeling that we are not “good enough.” It’s as simple as that. It is the feeling of unworthiness. We are in the process of revelation of how that lie of unworthiness plays out in our lives. We are called to – and are choosing – to untangle ourselves from that lie so we can live as free spirits – free to express our unique soul vibration in our unique creative way – to fully embody the energetic vibration of our Soul.
If you look at what triggers your wounding, your pain, and you go into that experience it will invariably lead you to unworthiness. And so we hold receptors within our energy fields that are like Velcro – we carry an energetic vibration that resonates with unworthiness and so experiences of unworthiness which lead to delusional thinking can attach to our energy field, triggering our pain.
You- me – all of us are filled with life force energy which is Divine Creator Source – God – whatever you want to call it. And it is simply a being-ness – it does not care what we do or how we live – I have called it the Divine Indifference – that is how I’ve experienced it. And I find that very freeing. There is no judgment. Contemplating this energy helps me to release my attachment to what triggers me.
Since I am Divine Life force energy and it is that energy which powers my Soul, my awareness and my experience in the soup of the All that Is, then it is impossible for me to be unworthy. I – you – we – are part of that expansive Divine Is-ness that permeates everything and beyond. How magnificent we truly are!
The chaos we see in the world at this time is the manifestation of the boiling point we have reached. The high frequencies that have been pulsing through the Universe have been “cooking” us. So, that which is of a non-evolving, denser vibration is being boiled off, in a sense. This is the chaos we are seeing and experiencing and of course, this is what is triggering our wounds. It is happening on a personal level and it is happening on a global level.
The entire Universe is going through expansion into higher frequencies. These frequencies come into our Solar System from the center of the Universe through Helios, our beautiful sun. It has been heating up the center of Earth, rising up and heating up the center of our cells… and our selves.
The Good News
With these waves of energy comes an ability for us to manifest what we intend for ourselves more and more quickly. So pay attention and set your intentions mindfully.
And, as I said, the dense vibration that has kept humanity enslaved for centuries is being “cooked off” personally and globally. This is what is impulsing uprisings in the world as The People call for truth. Those who have been spearheading the density (fear) are losing ground but they are not going down without a fight. Arrogance cannot survive in the higher vibrational frequencies. Remember this. Love is the energy of life. Arrogance will implode. And arrogance is part of the frequency that pushes forward fear and disempowerment.
The World as We See it Now
So many people all over the world are experiencing an awakening of awareness and with that awakening is a realization of the manipulation that has been going on for centuries through religions and governments run by psychopaths.
There is so much information in televised news programs, on the Internet and social media about events happening all over the world and about lies and deceits that have been happening for hundreds of years that have shaped the world we find ourselves in today. I often find myself wondering what is true and what isn’t. It’s difficult to know anymore. There is a great mistrust of the corporate-owned media and of many alternative sources of information, as well.
When I see what’s going on in the world – poverty, suppression of freedom, psychopathic government leaders, hatred, environmental issues, on and on, when I see all the clamoring and pain of the world, sometimes I feel so helpless. Then I remember to be love – to amplify love and join love with love till it creates such a huge tidal wave of love that it will wipe out the psychopathic vibration from this planet.
Recently I was a guest on my friend Monica Lumley-Piearcy’s Mystic Monday telecall (see http://www.heartofunity.com – if you’d like to receive the recording you can email Monica for the .mp3 file). We were discussing the Divine Feminine and Masculine and the conversation flowed into the idea of sending love to the Souls of those who are running governments with no regard for Humanity or the planet Earth. We can consciously connect to the deepest, purest unconditional love we can conjure up within us and send it forth as an intention to touch the heart and soul – the higher selves – of those who exhibit psychopathic behavior. I feel this to be a much better practice than sending out our anger and judgment, which is more like gasoline on a fire. Love bombs, drones of love, exploding confetti bursts of joy, bliss and ecstasy. I think we can have some fun with this idea and intend to make it a daily practice.
Love is our Strength
Love is our power. This truth is rising up and growing in in our lives and in the Collective Consciousness. As we release our personal belief in unworthiness, and come into our truth of love and freedom, we can consciously join our vibration of love with that of others – our brothers and sisters in Spirit in the energy field of the Collective Consciousness and join those waves of high vibrational frequencies that are rolling through every aspect of our experience – physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
And that, is Power to the People. Right on.
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