Starseed Ascension Symptoms: Why Am I Here? What is My purpose Now?

Number sequences that appear embedded in this channel are given to Shekina Rose by Spirit to activate this transmission.

Beloved Blue Ray, Angelic Human, Light Bearer, Way Shower and Gatekeeper YOU,

This year the culmination of recent shifts of cosmic and stellar events has created energetic upgrades from the higher dimensions which have put you in a new dimensional frequency. This spiritual light coming from the higher planes contains codes of your soul infusion presence, higher will, liberation, and that one part of the mission is accomplished. 333

These new energetics can hit you suddenly from a greater sense of the disconnecting of the 3D life that has created more endings and beginnings. Those interpretations of the old matrix of how things should be and how they need to show up in your life are being interceded by your true soul’s destiny without attachments and dogma from the past. The higher dimensional light portals are creating a breakthrough soul purpose initiation which enables release of old belief systems and healing of deep, ancient wounds in the power of Supreme Divine Love. 33

As a Blue Ray, New Forerunner, Starseed, Light Bearer, your sense of belonging can come from the frequency resonances of home that you continue to align with in your soul’s purpose. As the landscape keeps shifting and old contracts ending, you may find your purpose is changing, shifting and evolving. You may find yourself saying, “What is my purpose and where is my place on the Earth now?” 444

Why do the Starseeds, Light Bearers not feel at home on the planet?

There was a time on Gaia when there was a greater harmonic resonance field within the source of Light that extended to the other planets, through the central sun and human template. In this harmonic resonance field was a collective unity consciousness that you could experience with the earth, trees, rocks, animals, devas, nature kingdoms, other realms, planets, stars, sun and Cosmos. As you can see from ancient architecture, the sacred sites were designed with this alignment to the stars, planets and within the harmonic resonances energy field of Gaia. Your bodily energy fields were more attuned with the harmonic resonances of Creation in alignment to Source, and many of you have ancient memories of such, as in the times of Lemuria, golden periods of Atlantis, ancient Egypt, and with indigenous cultures. 11:11

Because you are from these planes of light, and that is your true resonance field, residence on Earth can feel like separation and a longing for home. The actual longing is for those missing harmonic frequencies and is your soul driving force intuitively guiding you to find and make those reconnections in your life and with Gaia. For many, this has been the purpose playing out in your life, relationships and locations on the planet.

Starseed light worker has a job to do here on the planet.

The starseed light workers, more than others on the planet, have an inherent soul purpose to be of service in love, light and truth for the ascension and evolution of the New Earth. Although everyone on the planet has a soul purpose in serving the greater whole, you, starseed, blue ray, have always had a sense you are not from here, have a longing for home, but you have a job to do and it’s not in normal 3D life as it involves awakening and service to the Light. And you may have a career, marriage and children though your focus will be on raising your personal consciousness and frequency to awaken your higher self to your spiritual gifts and cosmic lineage, what you came here to do.

The Star Being Galactic Light Ambassador awakening encoding 12:12

As a star being, you came in with a specific encoding that is activated from the particular origins of the planets, Creation rays and interdimensional planes, and soul groups you are from and came through. This has created your unique resonances that align you with your purpose and path of connections, awakenings and places you live and visit on the planet.

You are also very much activated by an agreement in the unity field of souls that  determines your path and purpose collectively as a star being ambassador, liaison of higher fields of dimensions and Galactic councils. You are collectively assisting one another to reach a higher resonance field on the planet. Know that you have created a vibrational frequency shift on Gaia. Through your unified collective consciousness, there is a grander Light Source resonance on the planet! 333

Starseed, Blue Ray Ascension Symptoms

Ascension symptoms variables depend on where you are after the celestial events and shifts; some may have passed and others are still to come and will continue throughout the year.

It is suggested to consult a healthcare professional for symptoms as not every symptom is from ascension. And though it may be an ascension symptom, you still may need assistance with the process.

Experiencing something is gone, missing and is also finished

Feeling loss

Sensing a new beginning, new opportunities as gateways are opening to you

Seeing the vibration sequence number Gateways of 11:11, 12:12 and 10:10

10:10 New Earth stargate means a full cycle is complete and you are ready to step into a new life frequency. Once you reach this level you may experience a higher vibration and choose your next course of activation. It is living many lifetimes in one life, as if stepping into a new life though not going through the veil of unconsciousness (of forgetting) and taking with you all that will serve your highest path and service. When this gateway comes, you cannot take what is not in alignment with your new resonances. As you are in a cycle of accelerated karmic clearing and multidimensional time, you do not need to cross over and come back to heal, evolve and clear lifetimes and karma and to access multidimensional consciousnesses and wisdom.

Activation through the sacred ascension number sequence of 13, 33, 333 and 444:

Intensification and expansion of your soul’s purpose

Letting go of certain activities and the way you once did things

Expanded interest in knowing where you are from and why you are here

Feeling you have been in a spiritually accelerated evolution precipitated by cosmic celestial events that increased your soul growth, wisdom and divine power

Feeling a settling after receiving huge spiritual downloads and insights

Release of deep, ancient anger which you may not have known existed. This is assisting the body in release for the crystalline structure and repair. As the higher energies are moving through you, this can stem from the times when separation occurred from Source/God, your tribe, soul groups and lineages so that these lines and energetics can be restored.

The ascended masters and higher light beings coming to you

Feeling empowered to be in greater service

Expanded heart consciousness and higher heart awareness

Wanting to connect with your soul, star and galactic family

Letting go of people and activities that are not serving your true essence and vibration

New people entering your life

Physical ascension symptoms

Most are due to the rewiring of new energetic systems and multidimensional sensory awareness of your Divine Original Blueprint coming online

Times of brain fog

Not being able to remember events and forgetfulness

3rd eye pineal awakening and activation

Digestion issues, bloating and weight gain

Changing your diet for your frequency, and even though your diet may be good, more shifts in what you eat

Periods of needing to sleep and rest

Wanting to cleanse and feeling spiritual and cellular release and purification

Your higher configurations of light are integrating and adjusting; please allow for this. Be gentle, loving, kinder and more forgiving towards yourself and others. Many of you have been through ancient wound healing and release of soul contracts on many levels. Know there will be and have already begun new sacred soul partnerships and support for New Earth technologies, Peace, ancient knowledge, alliances of light and reunion of souls. This is cause for celebration, joy and renewal of your new status of your purpose to serve in a higher capacity of your true essence and expression, to serve and experience the multidimensional support through the Light alliances of the Galactic Councils, Earth, Angelic Realms, and other ascended groups as Ambassadors of Light, the New Earth Architects.


Gary B 12th May 2015 11:04 am

Thank you Shekina. I eagerly anticipate your messages. Always so in tune with my spiritual evolution.

3 years ago I found Spirit Library when searching for the number 444 because that number was all of a sudden everywhere I turned. It was time for me to fully awaken. And that searched directed me to one of your messages that to this day that still amazes me to the synchronicity of what was occurring in my life.

These are exciting times though sometimes moment by moment doesn't always feel that way.


MsPhyllis 14th May 2015 8:21 am

Sharing. Made tremendous sense.
I've been in a lull and roller coaster emotionally since 2011. But have seen sequenced numbers repeated nearly everyday since 2011.
My guides seem allusive and hiding, sort of waiting for me to do something - that I'm trying to figure out. Ugh. But waiting for the day to feel like I'm home again. Where I belong. Emotions are so difficult to deal with sometimes. I usually just want to sleep. Can sleep upwards of 30 hours. So not much gets done (lol). Thank you for the wonderful insights and guidance
Many Light Blessings,

MareGrane 18th May 2015 11:58 am

Like you I began seeing these same sequences of numbers and do so now frequently: 333, 444 mostly. I'm amazed that I am just now tuning in to this. Of course, my life has changed drastically and I am experiencing physical and emotional shifts that feel devastating at times. I am grateful for these transmissions and wish to receive continuing messages. I very much need to know what direction to go in. I'm feeling lost. Spiritually I know I'm on the right track because this feels right. Its the material plane that is out of whack. Thank you again. Forever in the light.

DAT 19th May 2015 5:08 am

It's very delightful to hear from you beloved Shekina Rose. :))

Always have a good connection with your messages. Thank you for the transmission.

Deeply in gratitude.

Madeit_n_i_needanap 8th June 2015 4:56 pm

I feel odd sometimes not a ? of whats happening but nevermind I know..thank you


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Shekina Rose is a Priestess of Light, Divine Messenger and Harmonic Vocalist who sings, tones and chants in the 528Hz Miracle, Love and DNA repair frequencies of the Language of Light. She is the Channel of the Blue Ray Transmissions, and a very powerful yet gentle divine healer, Blue Ray, intuitive, empath, clairaudient, claircognizant, clairsentient, clairvoyant, who facilitates Privates Sessions, Soul Readings, Divine Activations and Sound Performances.