For April, I was shown the energies as Future Forecasting. I was shown this as allowing your awareness to gently shape a relaxed expectation so that it starts magnetizing form. Future Forecasting is learning to neutralize to the unknown future so that you are fully embodied in your present moment without unconscious fear of the future creating excessive tension.
Your spring equinox gateway is a most interesting energetic, shall we say. That which you have known as the 'two world split' is no longer birthing or being created in the same way but 'has been born' if you will.
Approval anxiety comes from the need to have others' approval and don't think we get it. We say we want people to 'love' us but we really want them to 'like' us, and approve of us, to find us acceptable and valuable.