Experiencing the Lull and the Big Purge of Freedom

We just completed a big purge, and thus, we are now in a lull. The lunar eclipse and full moon supported us in really seeing who we are, in allowing us to go into that scary and seemingly dark space, and now we are out and on the other side. 

If you are one who is unusually sensitive and connects easily, you may have experienced the lunar eclipse on August 16th with confusing feelings of low self worth, perhaps self-loathing, and even guilt for no apparent reason. You may have felt just plain icky and you did not know why. Suddenly feeling bad about ourselves for no apparent reason is simply a manifestation of the lunar eclipse supporting us in going deep within and seeing the denser aspects of who we are. 

After its passing, we were then given an opportunity to shed a lot around us. We may have suddenly felt as though it was time for a big housecleaning, and not just our physical homes! After all we had been through in the past few months and weeks, it was indeed time for a rest...time for us to find sacred spaces, shed and purge anything in our lives which had not felt good to us, and know that we could now live and be free and clear of any denser and unpleasant energies (within and without). 

We had actually and finally come home....it was indeed time for the "other side." We could now be here and feel the peace, tranquility, ease, and comfort that had escaped us in recent times past. It was time to be back in our comfort zones once again...comfort zones we had not been in since March of 2007. We can now know that being in the muck and unpleasantness of another reality is now forever over (except for the times we must return, if ever so briefly J). We can now know that we are done, that we no longer have to be a part of any unpleasant and denser energies. We can now rest assured that the roles we had to play in previous times of interacting with these energies to bring them "up" are now over. We do not have to do this ever again. Seeming sacrifices made for the good of another or the good of the whole were suddenly released now...and many of us were ever ready for this change indeed (perhaps part of the reason for the "guilt" as well, as we said bye-bye). 

So then, many are being guided to sacred spaces of their own, as sudden openings and manifestations are occurring when they would not before. In this new land of simplicity, peace, and tranquility, tasks are being accomplished slowly, with ease, and in an effortless way. There is no density here...only a lightness and ease with a simple and sweet flow. 

The purging and detoxing that is just finishing now and has been for the past few weeks, is simply a releasing of all of the old denser energies that we had around us. The purging is not necessarily a purging of our denser selves, but a purging of the energies of our surroundings that we were so engulfed in during recent weeks. We were trapped in denser energies for awhile and can now let them go. 

This purging can manifest as intestinal distress and pressure, bladder pain, muscle pain, and exhaustion. It can even feel as though there are toxins within our bodies that just plain hurt. It can be difficult to eat much of anything during these times, and difficult to eat at all as our bodies are going through so much. Eating light and drinking lots of pure water are always good remedies. 

When new light arrives, we can feel intense sinus pain and pressure. This is very common. It can also feel as though we are having some challenges with allergies as well (but sometimes we are just having allergy symptoms). The sinus pain is the expansion we feel when we are opening to more light...so is the upper back and neck pain. The allergy symptoms can occur when we are resisting our old environment as it no longer vibrates where we do. So then, although we have arrived in a new and better feeling spaces, we can still be detoxing from the old and adjusting to the new! 

September will bring in more of the new....more of the beauty, simplicity, and light we have been longing for. And October will usher in more rapid and solid manifestations of our new spaces, including the supports we will need in times to come. October will be much more fast moving and intense and we will barely be able to catch our breaths with all the new manifestations occurring for us. And November will very possibly bring in a rocky, tumultuous, and gutting surprise for much of the old world. 

So even though it may seem very quiet of late, it can simply be nice to have a much needed rest, enjoy the lull, and catch our breaths before things rev up once again. 

Wishing you heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times...

Until next time,
Karen

Comments

aKuna Kumara 25th August 2008 12:27 pm

p3#20B said "it's as though the symptoms of the illusionary ascension lead to a huge
detachment and disinterest in this illusion. it must be for a reason. we've been trying
to live close to nature but the damn money aspect of this primitive illusion sucks shit.
you know what i really love since i've gotten this symptoms..i love children and dogs..
i feel like we're on the same level."
Your not alone in these feeling, you'd be surprised how many feel the same thing,even
NA and Lworkers, the difference is they are caught up in stories of an illusion and try
to define it from that perception.
I sure don't have all the answers, but try to explain best I can. All said and done we
each must experience for the self. As consciousness it's our experience.
Sometimes how others handled it, helps us find our individual way through it. It's why
NA and Lworker movements came into being...people helping people to define what they
don't understand, they shouldn't be put down for it. We're not enemy's just different
aspects of an illusionary focus

bryan 25th August 2008 12:54 pm

here is my email:

newworld2008@gmail.com

thanks for your posts!

Mariù 25th August 2008 1:00 pm
You can find it on her profile...click on her name :)
bryan 25th August 2008 2:24 pm

it's exactly as i said. she talks about energy and "unified field" and my beliefs are that this is illusion so any talk of energy is meaningless.

i also have had people in the past respond with EGO and said they have the "head stuff" that hans and i have...i don't believe she has it like she says or had it.....whatever...

anyways..thanks for guiding me to click on her name.

bryan 25th August 2008 2:31 pm

you're not talking about anything new...it's just new age crapola.

this is an illusion so the talk of illusionary energy and illusionary vibration and the illusion of your beliefs creating reality is pointless.

and if anyone had the symptoms hans and i have they would know that manifesting is very different at the illusionary higher levels..there is no law of attraction or thoughts creating reality...it's a "crapshoot"...michael brown talks about it www.thepresenceportal.com...

and i don't believe that you've ever had the "head stuff" we have....

bryan 25th August 2008 5:32 pm

i got your email and i understand.

i'll send you a response once i get registered

bryan

Nayda 26th August 2008 11:34 am

Greetings Bryan: Thank you for expressing the thought to me. As we are all in a Unified field and I had exactly that same thought. However, since we are nothingness and all is nothingness then we as creative being has the power to move beyond. Being unattached to outcome, and CREATING in the NOW moment, guided by the higher self, the New Earth we desire. It is as personal as your underwears and if you don't change them you will know and if you do, you will know. Still! I know nothing. Relax and enjoy being captain of your ship. Capische!

bryan 26th August 2008 12:33 pm
Quote:

Greetings Bryan: Thank you for expressing the thought to me. As we are all in a Unified field and I had exactly that same thought. However, since we are nothingness and all is nothingness then we as creative being has the power to move beyond. Being unattached to outcome, and CREATING in the NOW moment, guided by the higher self, the New Earth we desire. It is as personal as your underwears and if you don't change them you will know and if you do, you will know. Still! I know nothing. Relax and enjoy being captain of your ship. Capische!

1) maybe we aren't in a unified field
2) why would you name it creative to create illusion after illusion? isn't creative a 3-D term?
3) well you might be attached to outcome if you were homeless? no?
4) if there is no past or future then there is no NOW moment
5) maybe you have no higher self.
6) if you have expanded consciousness as i have then you don't really care about this illusion - new earth or otherwise.
7) it is delusional to believe you are captain. you don't know whether you are captain or a slave on the ship.

bryan 26th August 2008 12:40 pm

and i'll repeat YOU KNOW NOTHING and I KNOW NOTHING

my belief is from my "head stuff" and my experience of everything stopping in vancouver:

we are nothingness or consciousness that occupies no space and time and "we appear to move" from one illusion to the next.

that's it!

i catch aKuna and others still THINKING 3Dimensionally. if everything is an illusion. that means EVERYTHING but people always want to insert 3D concepts etc. like energy, unified field etc.etc. i'm saying EVERYTHING is illusion. there is no unified field. there is no energy. there just is our nothingness which is our consciousness because our consciousness does not have shape, size, color, time, energy etc.etc.

capische?

bryan 26th August 2008 1:01 pm

aKuna,

you are thinking too 3-dimensionally. it's funny for those people i tell this to (usually new agers) they think 3-dimensionally and can't get passed it.

i'm saying EVERYTHING IS ILLUSION...not only this reality and the ascension and my body and the dimensions and the higher realms etc. i said EVERYTHING.

i'll repeat again...we are nothingness or consciousness that occupies no space or time and we "appear to move" from one illusion to the next illusion.

your "unified field" and your energy and all the rest are ILLUSIONARY...LOL! you don't get it....there is NO MATTER...there is NO UNIFIED FIELD and there is NO ENERGY. your metaphysics is nothingness...it's illusion.

everything you see around you in this illusion or other illusion is created from our either one mind or many minds...it isn't anything other than a "movie playing in our minds"..there is no thought projection and there is no energy or matter...you are thinking too 3-dimensionally..hahahaha

aKuna Kumara 26th August 2008 2:41 pm

Surprise Bryan This is 3D.. You lost in your nothingness.
I have been in the VOID it is the Consciousness of the ALL THAT IS - not nothing
consciousness is interconnected with 3D they cannot be separated.
you messaged me saying you've been lost for 3yrs struggling to make 3D work and your
sick - going crazy - and will be homeless in a week.
YET Here you are in a chat telling others you have all the answers.Refusing to listen
to the people who are making consciousness changes in their experience work.
What's wrong with that picture?

Get out of your head stuff it's dark nothingness - open your mind
All you have is Nothingness not the Answers
Good Bye and Good Fortune I've being diverted from productive use of my energy long enough.
aKuna Kumara DeOdRa Antahara

bryan 26th August 2008 5:00 pm

you are getting emotional because what i have said destroys your little guru status as "ms. expert metaphysical"

you are solely another new ager who plays guru yet you have no answers.

your metaphysics are illusion and there is no point talking about illusion.

you know nothing of my experience when everything stopped and there was silence.

you know nothing of my "head stuff" because you've never experienced.

you are a perfect example of what is wrong with new agers. you are reacting to what i said because you feel your illusionary "guru role" is threatened. you want to be perceived by others as someone to listen to. you feel inadequate because you don't get the things i talk about and you don't understand them. you lash out because i am a threat to your EGO

let me get this straight to you prima donna....YOU KNOW NOTHING and you are no guru to me or anyone else.

i suggest you give up your delusions of grandiour! nice little name you came up with in the end EGO!

i am neither sick or going crazy. just reading your response gives people enough view of your mental stateLOL

bryan 26th August 2008 5:32 pm

funny how you initially emailed me and said "people like you and hans are rare and you are way beyond everyone else in this illusion"

funny how you initially emailed me and said "you have gone beyond ego and emotions"

now you're saying all those kind things about us.

now you aKuna are representative of the new agers....fluffy on the surface...playing the guru with your delusional "i'm a telepath" blah blah blah....BUT when someone like me scratches the surface out comes the dark vicious beast that lives underneathe. underneathe the veneer of spiritual know-it-all-ness comes the nasty EGO.

you've shown exactly why i don't wanna be around 3-D-ers like you. and new agers are just that...3-d-ers...

new agers aren't getting symptoms and they don't have expanded consciousness. though they'll read something like what karen says "intestinal distress" and they'll relate the gas they had from the beans as a sign of symptoms LOL!

fare well aKuna banga manga bama LOL!

LOLoLOL 26th August 2008 5:43 pm

FOLKS - Bryan may have a point regarding illusion (read David Icke) but in conclusion HE IS JUST AN ILLUSION LOL oh LOL... Also, if you don't agree with Bryan just let him continue with his negative ranting.. he obviously cares so much about the opinion of others...

BRYAN, IF EVERYTHING IS AN ILLUSION WHY DO YOU BOTHER????

The Range 26th August 2008 5:52 pm

I am concerned about your mental health Bryan... just read back your messages...full of emotion, sarcasm and immaturity. Are you not indifferent to others' fluffiness? I think not... A man on his own path will not be concerned with the activties of others.

bryan 26th August 2008 5:57 pm
Quote:

FOLKS - Bryan may have a point regarding illusion (read David Icke) but in conclusion HE IS JUST AN ILLUSION LOL oh LOL... Also, if you don't agree with Bryan just let him continue with his negative ranting.. he obviously cares so much about the opinion of others...
BRYAN, IF EVERYTHING IS AN ILLUSION WHY DO YOU BOTHER????

i am illusionary. in fact i call myself illusionary bryan so thanks for pointing that out.
i guess your perception of what i wrote (that we are nothingness or consciousness that occupies no space and time and "we appear to move" from one illusion to the next) is that it is negative ranting. you are entitled to your opinion.yes...i wake up everyday and worry about what everyone thinks of me..yep...but i'm a little confused..don't people who care about the opinion of others try to get people to like them? guess i've got it backwards.i bother because this illusion is boring and new agers provide entertainment. it's fun to poke and prod people with enormous egos because they have a "god complex" (EGO). thanks for showing i had an impact on you!

bryan 26th August 2008 6:01 pm
Quote:

I am concerned about your mental health Bryan... just read back your messages...full of emotion, sarcasm and immaturity. Are you not indifferent to others' fluffiness? I think not... A man on his own path will not be concerned with the activties of others.

now aKuna why do you keep posting under other aliases. aren't you just exposing yourself?

don't you realize this discussion was closed a day ago and you and i were the last ones to communicate.

don't you think people will figure out that it is you posting here. hahahaha

you are too funny. it's you aKuna and everyone here on spiritlibrary knows it's you.

or have suddenly many people decided to participate in a post that's very old LOL!

bryan 26th August 2008 6:07 pm

conversation over sweety.

it's been real or should i say illusionary.

you've provided great entertainment.

i love this illusion!

new agers...geeze...the EGOs...

heh aKuna since you say you're telepathic can you read the thoughts i'm now having.

oops...i forgot..you're a new ager with delusions of abilities/grandiour. sigh...

i won't be responding anymore...but know this...your reputation as a guru has just been tarnished by your above posts and alias posts also.

LOL! too funny..hahahahaha

Mariù 26th August 2008 7:32 pm

Hi again Bryan,

Going back to head stuff you talk about, do you have any particular symptom that involves that actual physical head, like dizziness, vertigo etc.? How is your sleeping or resting? Do you sleep well? and the dream state? and How is your waking up every morning to this reality?

I ask because things have changed for me recently and I cant say how or why but I noticed it feels different for me sleeping, dreaming, waking up so I was wondering if you had noticed anything like that too.

Could be temporary for me because it's a special moment in my life but I was curious to know if you or anybody had noticed any difference. Yet I know these new symptoms I had might not be that easy to explain to others but is worth to try if someone else relates.

The Range 26th August 2008 7:35 pm

Boy, you are funny. Bryan, look how you get all worked up. Hey, I think you're on something. Homeless eh? I bet you're on of those Big Issue sellers (if you live in the UK) who have damaged a few of the old brain cells through illegal practises. My, my, this thread is so old and you insist on continuing it. You must be obsessed. I am just a random person replying to these posts and you're the only person from the previous posts to continue with this farce... Get some therapy. Bye - I'll move on to another website and let you continue to rant on while everyone else has moved on LOL. Please do reply because I won't be viewing it. Your deficiency might be catching!!!!!!

camelman555 26th August 2008 9:43 pm

self empowerment has nothing to do about disempowering others , that is something else

Shaun

bryan 27th August 2008 3:40 am

very glad to see you're leaving.

bryan 27th August 2008 3:42 am

who said anything about self empowerment.

this isn't a self-empowerment course here.

this is a discussion about illusion

self-empowerment is another 3D concept

funny how many of those 3D words have such "POWER" behind them

LOL!

bryan 27th August 2008 3:52 am
Quote:

Going back to head stuff you talk about, do you have any particular symptom that involves that actual physical head, like dizziness, vertigo etc.? How is your sleeping or resting? Do you sleep well? and the dream state? and How is your waking up every morning to this reality?

hi mariu,
the "head stuff" my partner and i get equally. i think that's because he and i have reverse birthdays. 3/28 and 8/23 which adds to 13. there are 148 days between our birthdays = 13. and we met on day that added to 13. we believe we are one entity sharing 2 bodies. we get vertigo once in awhile but not often. the "head stuff" is as if you're looking through someone else's eyes and body and watching a bad movie. everything around us looks fake (nature/animals). people look funny. just funny-shaped...kind of pudgy like marshmellows or something. it's difficult talking to people because we need to concentrate. communication is difficult because our minds don't work at all. things around us move faster then we do. we sleep very heavy and wake up exhausted everyday

bryan 27th August 2008 3:58 am

hi mariu again,

we are very rested all the time and calm. like i said dreams are more real/intense. we're very exhausted all the time and sleep well. we are so used to things now i might forget stuff...let me think...since our minds don't work we don't fear anything anymore..we feel completely calm all the time...in fact i can't really "hold onto" any thoughts...it's easier to let go of stuff...there are times (and we always know) when we feel illusionary energy shooting thru our bodies and then we are initially light sleepers..but most of the time we're exhausted and sleep easier. again with the "head stuff"...we seem "far away" from everyone around us...another interesting thing we have is that we can "SEE" what is wrong with other people. like i know what "issues/problems" people have when i communicate with them. another thing we have is we know pretty much right away when someone is lying to us. it's pretty easier to "see everything" with people we communicate with. like our neighbours..i know they're alcoholics..our roommate i know is narcissist disorder..easy to see.

bryan 27th August 2008 4:02 am

hi again mariu,

the "head stuff" is really kewl yet it can make life difficult. you "see things" but you also have little tolerance for 3-d-ers. i do tend to be mischievous and play with 3-d-ers but it's all just fun and teasing. i admit i'm a bad boy.
i failed to mention also that our vision has changed...one eye got worse and the other better for me. our hearing has gotten really good with higher sounds like birds...really interesting...i have wax earplugs to turn off the noise..sometimes even the birds are too loud...i'm sure i'm forgetting stuff cause like i said my mind doesn't work and my memory is gone...but should i remember something i'll write it.

Mariù 27th August 2008 4:23 am

Well everything moving fast around you I can relate but I think is not that bad that you go slow: it's good to be in the center of the hurricane and observe things right? Better that being carried around!! :crazy2:

Thank you for sharing all that with me, I find it very interesting. I also understand that being so sensitive to noises and people can be exhausting. Very cool that you don't have fears anymore and maybe that helps you in being a cheeky bad boy!! Anyway, really cool. I only disagree when you say your brain doesn't function, because for me you seem very sharp when you want! Interesting also the thing about your partner. But why do you think you are one entity with two bodies? Cool though, because it is like seeing yourself all the time...cool if you love yourself :buck2:

Just a thought, so don't mind it too much, how it goes trying to be independent from one another to see if things around get on a different outcome? I mean, as one entity you could experience different things in the two bodies and then share together. Try break routine? Or Something like it.

Mariù 27th August 2008 4:39 am

Any palpitations or heart missing beats? I have been having that for months now every day. Seems like it can't find its rhythm anymore..oh well :huh:

I forgot to say that I asked these questions because I was interested and also because I have new things going on inside me and I felt you were open to share. Thank you!

bryan 27th August 2008 4:50 am

palpitations we have once in awhile. we also everyday have "stomach sounds" in the heart area followed by diarrhea or gas. the palpitations usually effect breathing also..

in this illusion with the illusionary ascension of course we'll all have symptoms. from what i have seen it seems everyone's symptoms "turn on" at different times. our symptoms started in the 90s and then in 2005 got quite severe.

what other symptoms do you have?

bryan 27th August 2008 4:58 am
Quote:

I only disagree when you say your brain doesn't function, because for me you seem very sharp when you want! Interesting also the thing about your partner. But why do you think you are one entity with two bodies? Cool though, because it is like seeing yourself all the time...cool if you love yourself :buck2:

well..it's weird..it's as though i'm communicating from another place other than my mind. i can be brushing my teeth and forget whether i finished brushing or i just started. the communication comes like "automatic pilot" but i can't hold on to thoughts...alot of times my typing will be messed up also. i've always had that feeling..that we are one entity in 2 bodies. i mean i'm american and he is dutch and we have reverse birthday and same symptoms..no coincidence...it's funny to look at hans my partner also..he looks funny..but when i look in the mirror i look like a fat version of him. our faces look funny...like the eyes are gonna pop out of the head..really weird heads...

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