Push or Flow?

Dear Ones,

Even though you are a powerful creator, the earth is seeming to regress and your personal world appears as it has always been. Because you cannot see or sense your progress, you feel as if you are a failure, as if you will never do enough to complete your transition.

The glorious happenings reported by others do not feel possible for you. For you still worry about your rent, food costs, relationships, familial love, car payments and on and on. While others, seemingly not of the light, easily create the life of which you dream.

As a result of that pain, you are starting to function as a failure, as you have most of your earth lives. “Others are producing what I can’t.”

So it goes day after day with a few blips of hope created by reading or finding those who buoy your spirits for an hour or so followed by a return to your seemingly bleak reality.

You have prayed, meditated, contemplated, and most of all hoped that your life would be as you wish instead of what it seems to be.

We cannot tell you that all is well in your life, for in many instances it is not. Not because you are not capable of more, but because you are practicing your skills. You are an infant in the personal creation skills that your big brothers and sisters of the Universes take for granted.

In the past, we pushed you beyond your capabilities. Much as an older sibling misjudges the skills of their toddler brother or sister. For years, we informed you that you were fully capable of doing this or that. Even though such was true within you, you had not yet broken through your fear barriers and earth heaviness. Something you are now doing.

So it is that we of the Universes misjudged how deeply enmeshed you were in earth heaviness. We also misjudged how eons of functioning as a follower instead of a leader would delay your new you skill development. For this, we apologize.

In truth, we wish for you to start over with new expectations and actions. What is it you dream of? What is a small action step in that direction, and the next and the next and the next?

So it will go for you just as was true when you were an earth toddler. First, you learned to stand, then walk, and finally run with confidence. You did not start your leg activity with running, but built up to that glorious moment in stages that sometimes seemed unusual to others, but produced what your inner-being informed you was the next required stage.

It is time for you to return to your inner-being directives instead of trying to follow those of the Universes. For even though you have achieved much the past few years, you are in the infant stages of personal creation. We encouraged you to fly through human being requirements – even though you could not. So it is you feel as if you are a creation failure instead of the magnificent creator success you truly are.

Your globe is changing in ways you cannot imagine. But that thought holds little interest for you if your personal world continues to feel heavy and oppressed. Allow yourself to know that you are creating your new personal world in small pieces, instead of the major elements we led you to believe were possible before we truly assessed human capabilities.

Once again, we accept responsibility for functioning as an older sibling excited that we could play with you as equals without fully understanding how many levels you needed to move through before reaching that stage.

That is not to say you will be floundering for years or even months. But instead, that you will progress at the pace and time that is right for you. Allow yourself to relax into personal creation instead of believing you are not evolving rapidly enough.

Even though you are striving to create, little is happening because you neglected a couple of steps. Steps that are your steps – not your brother’s, your friend’s, or the guru’s down the street.

You are a specialist in the Universal shifts team. So it is you are fully comfortable changing the dynamics of or creating planets and other bodies, but you are just learning how to focus that energy to the singular being of you. Something that we of the Universes find relatively easy, but then, we have never developed the planetary creation skills you take for granted.

You are creating from a macro to microformat which most of us of the Universes have never attempted.

It is time to return to flowing.

Allow yourself to flow and you will create what you dream of when it is right for you to do so. Force yourself to create and you will merely frustrate yourself and others. So be it. Amen.


ShelleyT 21st May 2019 11:22 am

Spot on????

GAF 21st May 2019 4:09 pm

One cannot truly "push" their process. Many who look for "short cuts" are often in "push" mode.
But! One CAN RESIST their process. THAT would indicate a LACK OF FLOW! I guess you might say it's a PUSH AGAINST your process. Brenda and those who follow her channels, when will you STOP RESISTING / STOP PUSHING AGAINST your process and TRULY FLOW?!!!

kitegirlcoach 22nd May 2019 12:33 am

Wow, this is a very different tone to Brenda's usual posts. Apologies? Very different indeed. GAF is right. Dropping resistance is the key. The problem is, when you feel like you're deep in the poo, changing your vibe to drop the resistance can be a big challenge. We have been conditioned to believe ourselves failures, embarrassing, ridiculous, unworthy etc etc. if we don't have life well sorted, particularly with money. Deep conditioning that needs to be broken down.
I was given a useful tool one time. See each emotion as a coat you can take off and put on at will. If you feel fearful or depressed about the bills, take it off and look at it. Put it on the rack and see what it feels like to be neutral for a while. Try another coat on - a different emotion which feels better. Then switch between these two coats a few times until you can feel what it is like to neutralise an emotion and get in touch with a different one. It was a fascinating exercise.

GAF 22nd May 2019 5:20 pm

Wow, GP getting all blunt with it. Hallelujah! … as Tears for Fears sing “Sowing the seeds of Love”. The rubber is meeting the road now.


Tools of Ascension are grasped by those of earnest.

Flakes fall to the side.

Weak-kneed players remove themselves.

Intentions are key.

Fortunes are granted for those of the Light.

Toni 26th May 2019 5:17 pm

I'm with Shelley...Good one Brenda :thumbs: this was the way of it for me until April 2012 when everything just turned on a dime as they say. The Universe was pushing me with lack to show me how miracles are created & my journey through adversity created miracles daily. I realize it was important to be in & feel this lack or failure cos only by being in the e-motion can we change reality long term. Like the function of organite fear shifts to love. Changing dresses was only ever a temporary fix...the fear was still there circling like a vulture waiting for me to feel it so it could be free & flow with love.

It's the hearts in fear that own property (97%)... Lol my game is love & be loved... not monopoly. I gather its the mind controlling heart, type monopoly game humanity plays here that's manifesting this 200 year technology loop. I'm mostly arranging my next life for after this.

As far as my mission is concerned, its done...we polarized the timelines & everything is in sequence for planetary ascension in around 300 yrs time. Enjoy my retirement...that's my flow now


Toni 26th May 2019 5:25 pm

It takes a strong heart to be vulnerable & admit failure. The polarity of failure is success. Freeing failure by feeling it polarizes in success.

May success be with you Brenda...love & hugs.



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An intuitive since birth, Brenda formalized her channeling skills with her internationally noted book, A Glimpse of Your Future. This prophetic classic describes your role in this transition, as well as answers questions such as why baby boomers were instrumental in introducing the New Age and what earth will be like in the year 4000.

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