The Power Of 'Not Enough’

Within the human being is a seed of hope a divine blueprint that has promised never to leave. A seed that stays planted no matter how bad the weather and storms of life may be. So many people have worked so hard only to see their dreams laid to rest in a barren field. They have followed their divine blueprint into a desert that grows little and a land that bears no fruit.  They have extended themselves financially, emotionally and physically plowing a land that is unfriendly and desires not to support what their heart yearns for.

So many peoples dreams begin to dry up in the high noon sun of earthly chaos. The pain is so great in this loss, the heart begins shrink closing the door on hope. People become robot like trying not to feel the sadness in their heart and day. The price of all goes sky high as you continue to make ends meet the rope gets tighter and tighter around your dreams seeming to squeeze the very life out of them. All hands reach out to take what little you have stretching you into more fears and tears and hopelessness. We try hard to escape this harsh reality but life swims toward us with an open mouth hungry to take any and all.  Any illusion of control is held tightly in the body as pain as we announce to the world what we are not going to do louder than what we will be forced to do via life and circumstance.

Our bodies kick and scream and our soul pirouettes spinning out of control as the seasons of time demand our undivided attention. All personal considerations go on hold as these vast energies enter our field of inquiry. Fight or flight gallops thru our biological system as adrenaline glands pump hard like horses in a quarter mile race.  We step within to address the root of the problem as what is invisible in matter beats the heck out of us.  Our ability to nurture has turned into the need to survive. We begin to panic looking for the escape hatch, anything has to be better that all of this planetary upheaval.

All of these events have been predicted for many years but we did not want to see that particular future. We now sit in space and time asking to be rescued by anything or anyone who gives a damn. How can little ole us fight the oil companies the government the choices of people that do not seem to know what they are doing? How can we correct the balance of a world and economy on tilt? We feel helpless and hopeless as our dreams seem to whither on the vine. In this place of vulnerability the scent of fear is loud and clear as we become victims of a never changing world.

it is time to get off our haunches and stand up for all we believe to be good and light in truth and honor. We have been schooled for this time and energy our entire life. We are not little in light or purpose we are destined to make a difference person by person thought by thought without fear of consequences.

As we enter the gateway of 2012 we will be held responsible by our very actions or inactions for what is to be birthed and the future of earth. The baby boomers were birthed to be the warriors of this time and place. They have the tools of light to shift the molecules of all that seems to take away the freedom of choice. Yes we are adrift on a sea of manipulation by all that seems grander than us. Yes we are padding with little hope and broken dreams on a sea that changes its monetary currents every day. We are the saviors of a world that has come undone. It is up to us to hold onto the vision of peace and hope and what is for the greatest good of all concerned.

We can shift our world thought by thought starting with our own little personal universe. We are not blind victims in a con game, we have come into this with eyes wide open, and no matter how hard we try to close them we can still see clearly.  No one on this earth has the right to take our hopes and dreams that were given to us by the Creator.  We have a great promise that lives in our soul that over lights all doubt in our future choices. We can not and will not let others decide our destiny.

Are we so small and meek that we are afraid of the price increase of rice in china or gas in the middle east? How can we let such things make us give up on our dreams of doing and becoming? We are greater than these black darting energies that swarm around us like Alaskan gnats. Our life force has better things to do than swat at the small and pesky.  We have people to love, an earth to heal, and life to live to the fullest.  We can be the change we wish to see in the world if we will only listen with the eyes of the soul and hear with the heart. The heavens look to us to become the change we seek. Every thought is precious and counts, do not let the thought of not enough enter your mind or future.



kay 31st May 2011 7:20 am

Thanks, Gillian, for the reminder and the encouragement.

PhotonRider 31st May 2011 8:48 am

Amen! That was great truth. Peace and Shared!

k 31st May 2011 12:19 pm

On my walk this morning with my dogs, my best buddies, I noticed a fur tree in the middle of this forest of pine trees. It looked shaggy, the original trunk look to be the age of a 3 or 4 year old tree, but it had been broken off aboiut a foot above the ground and all the many branches grew from this stump. Even this trunk had some of the bark chewed off, many dead branches where the bark had been chewed off. So, the tree was only a little over two feet high and clearly struggling. It must taste good, at least better than the pine trees around it that seem to be flurishing. I would like to have the dauntless courage of that little tree, the only one of its kind dealing with the repeated set backs, but still will strong will working to become something with its branches lifted up to the sky.

elestiial77 31st May 2011 6:19 pm

I am in minnesota, and when I read your article, my spirit cried yes! Last year I fractured my ankle and had to have sugery. Things changed so quickly I lost my place and had to move back to my sisters house which was to its capacity...i am very intellectual and read a lot of different subjects, but I found about the eclipses, I studied my astro chart and found out that it will affect my 12th house and the june 1st eclipse will conj my saturn in make it short, I thought that I was going through a major change,but you know what? I know it have not even started yet, but I am ready for whatever comes my way, because there is a divine pan.....but I sense that I am going to have be open, yet strong in the midstof change....i am open to any feedback

natalieafriend 31st May 2011 9:29 pm

It was fun to see another 'Minnesotan' commenting on Gillian's page. I have been following her for a few years now & relate to many of her messages. Glad to see I am not the only one in Minnesota who thinks outside the traditional box of life. So many times I feel like an alien on the Earth. Don't get me wrong, my Earth work in the dental office helping patients feel comfortable is great, but sometimes I just need more connections to my truth & thanks to Spirit Library, I get some of those needs met. The #77 is in your name & that is my most frequently seen # everywhere. Very interesting. Gillian's info. on master #'s is so great. May all go well for you in the coming months elestial77.

k 3rd June 2011 3:47 pm

But, I have to wonder, "Not Enough" of what? What do we value the most? Money? Security? Fame? What do we find missing in our life? I think of the "Grapes of Wrath" they did not have much, but they had each other. What do we not have enough of? If we think of material things.....I say BULL SHIT.