Your Life As A Movie

I always love it when the Goddess has us create a huge screen as we work on our lives in the All That Is. The Goddess has done something similar to this a few different times and each time it gives us the chance of a new perspective about our lives.

This time she began while we were still grounded in our bodies. She invited us to look around wherever we were to just see what was around us. She then had us close our eyes, breathe deeply and look with our inner eyes. In doing this, it gave everyone the chance to shift their awareness to open to a different perspective. Sometimes you could see the angels and energy around you. Sometimes you might see with a greater clarity. Still other times, it may be that you see the same things, but perhaps this time from new eyes or eyes of compassion.

From there, when we were in the All That Is, she had us each create a huge screen. This time, it was like everyone was watching a movie on the screen, but the movie was them in their lives. It really opened up a different perspective. When you look at your life from the outside in, you see with a detachment. It may give you a chance to see with greater clarity. You may find you actually appreciate things in your life. Sometimes you feel greater compassion.

She invited us to look beyond our lives and then consider out emotions. How were they affecting us? Are we in alignment or balance? Are old emotions still pulling back or holding us down? It was interesting how you see how the change in emotions created changes in life.

From there we looked at the mental body; same thing. So many people are carrying around old beliefs and old thoughts that are not supporting them. This gave everyone a chance to create change in thoughts and old patterns. It’s amazing how the old beliefs can still be holding on after all this time!

This channel allows for new perspectives, releasing of old energy and opening to new beginnings.


Nama sika: venia benya I AM the one; I AM the whole

I greet you beloved family. I reach out to all who are here. I send forth my love, my embrace.

As I find my sense of balance and alignment within each of you, I can feel the energies of the Universe coming into balance and anchoring more so into and around the Earth.

As you are still here anchored in wherever you are as you listen to these words, I invite you to take a look around. You may see the room in which you are. You may see the landscape if you are outdoors, and as you are doing this you see what you tend to always see as you look at this space.

I now invite you to take in a slightly deeper breath, close your eyes for a moment and then look first with your inner eyes, as if you were opening up your emotions or your sensors, and take in what you feel may be in and around you.

You breathe gently and easily then open up your eyes in that first flash as you open up is your perception different? Do you see something that you had not noticed before? Do you experience your environment in a different way?

This is one of the tools that you can use in your daily life. You look around and then you breathe deeply, allowing yourself to center within and then take a second look. The more that you practice that the more you will begin to see, sense, experience multiple dimensions or expanded awareness.

I invite you to shift your focus now. As you do so, you may take one last breath and send it down into the Earth to anchor you, and then as you allow yourself to release, feel as if you are aligning with the energies of the magnetic grid.

As you arrive within this space you may feel your expanded consciousness, you may feel your higher self, you may also have the sense of the other energies around you and the movement of energy as it’s passing through this space.

From there feel as if you let go the energies of the magnetic grid and allow yourself to move into the crystalline grid. This is called a gridwork but indeed it is less of that structured formation and more of a space of consciousness.

As you allow yourself to move through this space, allow your perception or your energies to open in such a way as to feel your own crystalline energies or your own lightbody energy. There is a movement here that assists you as you open and feel the flow of this energy.

From there you have a sense of releasing this space. As you release this energy allow yourself to shift into the energies of the soul plane. What does the soul plane mean to you? Is it that place that you always feel or you already feel that’s in alignment with your divinity?

Look around. Send out the intention to align with your divinity. As you do so you may feel as if it’s coming up from within you. You may see it as if it’s yourself and you are walking towards it. Howsoever you perceive this energy, allow yourself to open up your consciousness, open up your heart, feel the blending that takes place as it all comes within you.

As you feel yourself merging with your divinity, allow yourself to let that flow of love, that flow of compassion, and the acceptance for who you are in this lifetime. As it all flows through you, allow yourself to accept these energies. From here, I the Goddess move in and amongst each of you. As I do so I reach out to embrace each one of you.

It is as if there is only you and I. It is as if my energies merging with you creates a new space or a new awareness. As our energies merge together feel yourself shift into the space of the All That Is.

As you move into this space in some ways it’s as if you can expand as big as you want to get, and yet as big or wide open as this space is, you feel a sense of security, a sense of peacefulness or perhaps even a sense of awareness of exactly who you are.

As I am feeling the energies of everyone present, I am considering what I would like to speak with you about this evening.

I invite each one of you to create that screen in front of you that we’ve used in the past. You can consider it like a big screen tv or perhaps you’re at a movie theatre and it's a big huge, humongous screen. It can be as big as you’d like it to be or as small.

As this screen is being created for you, I’m going to infuse an energy of illumination into the picture or into the screen itself. The reason for this is that I would like to invite each one of you to have a sense of opening up to other potentials that perhaps I may illuminate for you.

But first of all consider where you are in your life right now; as if you are watching this movie and it is proclaimed ‘This is my life right now’ coming up on the heading. What is the first thing that you notice? As you see this movie of your life infuse into it not only what your first perception is but as if to expand upon this infuse your emotions into the picture.

For a number of you it’s as if that screen has now become somewhat subdivided with different images, as if your emotions may be showing your life from another little perspective, and you can see you as the person that you are.

And off to the side, perhaps the happiness that you feel in another picture. Any sadness, and whatever emotions seem to be most within and around you right now, allow them to become a part of this picture in whatever way works for you.

As you are the somewhat detached observer, do you notice things in a different perspective as it relates to your emotions? As you look at this movie of you as you are moving through your life, as there are different things that may be taking place on the screen perhaps your everyday activities, can you see that the emotions you are feeling have an effect upon the movie that is your life?

You can perceive that but I would like to add to it. Consider your mental body. These are the thoughts that you have, these are your beliefs, these are those things that go around and around in your mind. As you infuse your thoughts, your beliefs, into this movie that is your life, does it change anything or does it illuminate something of which you were not aware?

Again for those that have the different windows or screens within their movie, you can use that as a means of identifying or creating a greater understanding of how your thoughts and beliefs are affecting your life.

Let’s consider your thoughts. On an average day do you find that your thoughts become focused on a particular subject? Maybe you are in the process of moving through something right now.

Maybe you are seeking to create a change but your thoughts can create a focused awareness that really pushes you along or your thoughts can become a barrier that keeps you in a place of security or what your mind believes to be security.

Looking at this screen, looking as an objective person what are your thoughts doing in your life? As you are considering your thoughts how much of that is based upon the beliefs that you have in your life. Let’s take a look at your beliefs.

We’re going to change the movie for a moment, shifting it in a different direction so to speak. As you open up that door within your mind or your consciousness that has to do with your beliefs, allow them to just flow freely.

Let’s consider beliefs about you as a person you are in this lifetime. Are they supportive of you? Do you believe that you are a unique and special individual who has manifested this life so as to experience your divinity upon Earth?

I have to laugh a little bit at that one because for so many people on their spiritual journey, something along that mind or that mindset seems to be at the foundation of your beliefs.

As you consider that for your life, does it feel supportive of you or does it feel as if it’s holding you back? Do you have any beliefs about your ability to accomplish something within your life, you can fill in whatever that may be.

Oooh wee! I heard a wave of energy from people saying ‘No, I don’t believe it’s going to happen because it’s never happened’. And I also heard ‘Well yes I believe I can do it but I don’t know what I can do to make it work because it’s not working’.

Therefore what I’m sensing from that one particular idea or potential is that there is a part of you that has a lot of faith and belief in yourself, perhaps because you know you’ve done so much work, perhaps because you know you are tuned into your divinity and in alignment with that. And yet there’s another part of that belief as if standing there like a mirror saying ‘But you haven’t done it. You’re not good enough. You’re doing it wrong’.

There are times when the belief which is the most strong support of yourself is either anchored down or has a mirrored effect that can be even stronger than your intention. At this time I invite you to look at that, look at the belief that is in support of you, and see on this big screen in front of you the ways in which your beliefs are now flowing through and interacting with everything else in your life.

As this continues to evolve in front of you, you can see how the beliefs may affect your emotions which may affect your physical. How your emotions may affect your everyday reality which supports or contradicts your beliefs. In this perception as you continue to observe this movie, allow yourself to now be open to see, sense, feel the light or the illumination that comes up from within.

I invite you to take this moment and as you consider all of these things that are coming up to your awareness, acknowledge that perhaps those emotions you thought were holding you back were creating a sense of security for you.

Perhaps the beliefs or the thoughts that are limiting do so because it too is saying ‘But this is our experience, this is our reality, this is what it is’. Let any of those things as they become illuminated by this light come up in this moment.

As you observe it all working together upon this screen you can make the choice to disconnect from what no longer works for you; you can disconnect from the emotions, the thoughts, whatever it may be, that have been holding you back.

And as you do so allow that wave of energy to move through you; let it move through you in the space that you are, let it just wash through you, and send it up into the screen. As that happens it’s as if there’s a bright flash of light, the screen blanks out for a moment as if you are re-booting or re-starting your life.

Look again at that screen. Look at your life. Do you have a new perception now? Can you see opportunities that were hidden from you because your focus was on a different perspective?

If you were looking at this you are the creator, what would you like to reach out towards? What would you like to emphasize? Where would you like the energy of your awareness to flow?

Because you are here in this place of creation, you have a chance to try out different potentials. Have a sense of allowing yourself to step into this screen, step in to this movie of your life. As you do so, as if totally whether you call it your imagination or simply being in this space of the All That Is, consider what it is you wake up to in the morning.

Perhaps you’re going to a different job than you went to before. Perhaps you’re looking around at your family life, and your family members are different; you’re reacting differently to each other. Perhaps you live in a different city, drive a different car, have a different home. Perhaps you have that abundance you have been seeking.

What does it look like? What do you sense or feel? As you see or experience yourself in this alternative reality, open up the door. What are your emotions feeling like at this time? It’s very interesting what I was sensing…for some of you that sense of rightness, this is where I want to be, this is what I’ve been seeking, it’s here, I’m living it now.

In others, I could feel you looking around experiencing what you are seeking and yet still feeling sad, disappointed, depressed. Still others I could feel you looking around and thinking ‘we’re on the right track and this feels much better to me but I think in truth I really want to go in this direction’.

This is a way of coming to a greater understanding of what’s happening within your emotions. Use them to be of assistance for you. For those who still continue to feel sadness, loneliness, depression, whatever it was, even when you were in a different reality.

Make a consciousness intention to move into those emotions, bring them up within you, create that alignment, that merging, whatever it is that you need. And let it move through you down to wherever that source is so that you can love, honor and support whatever is creating those emotions. As you do this you can then let them go.

You receive whatever it is that you need to have and then you release whatever was hanging over you, holding you within that space. And I invite you to look around again. How does your creation feel to you? For those of you who are in this space of creation and you’re looking or experiencing what you’ve been seeking to have, you can always ask yourself ‘What do I need to get here? Is there anything I need to change in my life?’

As you do this you find yourself shifting over into the thoughts or the mental process of this new creation or new opportunity. You can use your analytical self to give the descriptive answers that you are seeking. You can look from that descriptive perspective to be able to open to a greater awareness.

This is your place of creation. Allow yourself to sit back for a moment and just bask in these energies of feeling good. Allow yourself to feel the love, the support, the awareness that moves through you on every single level.

I invite you to take this feeling with you as you move through your day. Sometimes you may be within the space of this for only a few seconds at a time. Other times you may stretch it longer into minutes, hours, weeks, whatever it may be.

Take in a deep breath, breathing deeply, easily, allowing yourself to feel the flow as it moves through you. As you look again at that screen in which you’ve been at times observing and at times walking within the experiences of your life, is there anything that comes to you.

I invite you to have a sense of shifting your focus. As you do so allow yourself to come back. You may feel, see, sense the group of people who are here. And coming up within that group is the hologram that represents the Earth and the New Earth.

As this hologram comes up within the group, I invite you to send a flow of energy or awareness of what you have just created, letting it go down into the Earth or into the hologram. As you observe the hologram you may see that there is a swirl of energy that’s moving through it or you may see sparkles that seem to come out from it.

As you take all of this in, put forth the intention or the awareness that there is a balanced energy that is also flowing through this hologram. You then have a sense of letting it go as it flows down from you. There is a stream that moves out through the crystalline grid in in one direction and then the rest of it goes down into you physical earth in the other direction.

It moves through the magnetic grid and then moves down into the physical Earth itself, anchoring within, and then the energy of that hologram expands outwards. It comes out through every layer of the Earth, it comes up through the grass, the water, the trees, the flowers, it comes up through everything.

It comes up within you in your physical reality. Allow what you created to move through the space in which you live, the space in which you work, perhaps you drive, your town; it could be as big or as little as you would like. And all that energy expands moving through there.

As you do this you may have a sense of seeing how you are creating a greater stability for yourself. Continue to observe yourself from this higher perspective as you look at your life. And as you look at those alternatives you were playing with as you were living within that movie of your life, see what changes may come about in your everyday reality.

There are the solar flares, there are eclipses, there is a full moon. There are always going to be these changes in the Universe that are affecting the Earth, sometimes amplifying the energies, sometimes seeming to create barriers and sometimes seeming to create a greater ease. With this intention, as you look at yourself, as you look at your life, put forth the awareness that you are balanced.

And that you have a flow and an ease within your life. Open up to become aware of any information or emotions or whatever it may be that comes to you as you look at your life from this higher perspective. You may then feel your energies or feel yourself coming back within this space of the All That Is.

As you look around there may be an opening in the perspective or an expansion in your awareness. Let that move through you. Have a sense of allowing yourself to move through the energies of the All That Is until you find yourself back in the soul plane. Here within the soul plane you align once more with your divinity. Take in your greater perception that is now available to you.

Recognize how your divinity embraces and receives back any part of you that you have let go that you’ve released that’s no longer working for you.

It is brought back into the fold of the All That Is or your I Am presence so that you as you shift your focus and your consciousness coming back down more so into your everyday reality you are bringing with you that which is in your best interest and it flows through.

You feel yourself shifting thought the crystalline grid moving back into the magnetic grid and you once more feel that pull, the gravitational pull of the Earth here within your consciousness.

You again allow yourself to flow back down within your physical reality. As you come back within this space let yourself feel the expansion around you. As much of your divinity as you can flows down, filling up within and around you.

Accept this new potential; accept this new reality. Feel yourself as more balanced within your life.

And so with that beloved family we will bring this evening to a close.

I invite you to work with that screen as a means of giving yourself that detached perspective of yourself. I invite you to open up to the flow of compassion and awareness within yourself.

I invite you to take this as an opportunity of looking at your life with new eyes, experiencing the potentials around you from a new perceptive and then allowing all of that to unfold in whatever shape it may.

I am ever with you and within you.




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