Regardless of gateways and portals, we have ongoing high dimensional Light flowing to us, into us and around us. This Love helps to dislodge what we may still cling to; that which is old and keeps us in the old. Yes, it can be scary to let go of certain comforts and familiar ways and yet it is necessary; that is, if you want to evolve. I notice when we let go of one thing, another surfaces, as it is an ongoing process. And it is not just old stuff that surfaces, as some of our current choices are based in old beliefs, remember we can't create the New from the old. The New is new and that means it is fresh without the old energy attached to it.
You may wonder, “Where do I fit?” For now, let it be O.K. to not “fit” anywhere. Be a “free-floater.” Not many are willing to do this, preferring to fit into a small box with a label on it. They may think that it's better than nothingness. This won't do. You can't be in the New if you're not willing to let it all go. Letting go of what's familiar is not easy.
You may pat yourself on the back when you let go of something or someone, yet if it is merely intellectual, nothing has really happened and you keep attracting the same energy again and again. As it filters through your being, you might see and feel that it is not what you expected; that the belief or pattern or whatever you thought you released is still operating within you; or you can see the ramifications of your choice and not be happy with your choice to let a particular thing go. You can retreat back into the old and familiar or you can accept Responsibility for your choices and see it through. If something keeps coming up; that something you thought you released and were done with; it may be that you intellectually released it; you didn't release it with all of your being.
Of course, it can also be that you released one aspect of it, as all exists in a spiral, taking you higher or lower, depending on your choice. What you may not be aware of is that Grace is carrying you. When you are in the middle of something you intellectually shifted and the energy of what you thought you let go of keeps returning, you can always choose to reverse your decision. Call forth your Soul and ask Soul to release the old energy, for Soul knows if you released it or not and knows exactly where the energy may be hiding. Also realize that once you let go of something, you may not like how it creates in your life down the line. If this is what you experience, realize that there are many layers of letting go and take full Responsibility for your choice of letting that person or belief or pattern go. As I mentioned above, you can always change your mind and reverse your decision if it is too uncomfortable for you. It's best to not go backward, but honor your initial choice.
You may also wonder why you feel you're in a standstill (if you feel that), where nothing seems to be flowing. Let it be O.K. and trust that all is unfolding perfectly in Divine order and in Divine Time. It is an old belief that unless you keep moving, nothing is happening; this isn't true in the New. There are periods of Integration and Rest. This is a time to have radical Trust and not be lured back into complacency and outer distractions. Commit to seeing everything as Source-guided and of Divine Will. Keep clearing and as you do, know and trust that you are led to a beautiful place and space of Love. If you doubt, you create a blockage in yourself and thus your doubt continues to anchor the old within you and all around you.
It is fascinating to observe how there are so many differing beliefs swimming around. Even those whom you might deem as spiritual seem to differ in what they share. No worries. Remind yourself to be discerning and realize that everyone is doing the best they can with where they are in the continuum of their consciousness. We need not judge another because they seem different from where we are, for it ends up being a judgment of oneself. No-one has your answers but you. You need not question anything; simply discern what is true for you in the Moment. If you don't resonate with what is shared, you can let it go or follow your own guidance that says, “Wait; I'm not quite ready to hear this” or “I am way beyond this particular message.” Listen with your Heart; feel the message without intellectualizing or analyzing it.
Are you waiting to be rescued? No-one's coming. It is all up to you. Your guides and Soul are aspects of you; they are not higher or lower or separate from you. Whether you want to save or rescue someone else because you feel they are stuck in the old or you want rescuing from someone you deem is more powerful than you, remind yourself that you are the only one who has the Power to evolve. Everyone and every life-form has choice. No-one is a victim. Gaia does not need saving either. What can you do? Honor each being for just who and what they are and be a shining example of Love. Be all of who you are without shrinking to appease others. Your Light radiates out from you. If that Light is diminished in order to fit into someone else's expectations of you, you are not helping except to help the old stay intact.
When and if you feel depressed, fearful, angry, stressed and/or anxious, realize that you are releasing something very deep. You may not understand what is going on and what you are releasing may not present itself; this is so your mind/separate ego cannot interfere. Go with it. Things may not work and challenges may come one after the other. Take care of business one at a time. Do not blame it on astrology or some outside interference; just allow yourself to be depressed, angry, anxious or stressed, for it will move through. This has happened with me and I stopped everything and just let it be. Whatever you do, don't do anything to alleviate the emotion to “make it better.” Let the thoughts and emotions come so they can go. You may be guided to drop everything and just ride the couch, as I did recently. Stop everything and just allow. Turn off the phone, T.V; stay off of Facebook or whatever outer distraction you usually pay attention to. And when it moves through, wow! The sense of Freedom is wonderful.
One after the other, big Light downloads come to move you to shift from the old to the New. As each change presents itself, do not ignore it; explore and then choose to change it or not. It can be gentle or quite powerful. If you feel it is too powerful for you, ask your Soul to have the downloads be gentler. You're in charge. As we have completed the cycle of 12/12, we ready ourselves for something huge on and beyond the Solstice next week (December 21). A new Soul Mission may begin or continue. However, it shows up for you, flow with it. You may decide to stop all you have been doing and allow a new direction to propel you forward. The New Moon on the 18th/19th helps with this as well.
Stay grounded and centered in your Heart, for your Heart and the Galactic Heart are One. Regardless of whether this time is turbulent or calm, all is for your highest evolution and therefore, for your benefit. Stay in the Moment and keep your focus positive, for you manifest where your energy and focus are.