Beloved, where are you going? What journey are you on? This time around for you isn’t likely your first time around, yet who knows and how significant is a question anyway? There are more meaningful matters than curiosity or stealth to account for.
Beloved, you think of another long ago friend of yours from many long years ago. Your heart aches to talk to once more to this friend. You have no way of knowing if this long ago friend is still alive.
Beloved, unto love, devote yourself. Even as you feel disappointed and heartsore, dedicate yourself to love. Remember love. When you are aware of anger – this awareness is a sham. This isn’t a semblance of truth.
I don’t tell you anything new when I say that into each life some rain doth fall. You already know this well. Sometimes you don’t believe it, for instance, that even saints have days that seem unfair. There seems to be random pain.
When you sail on love, everything is easy. Have you not experienced this? Have you not experienced the beautiful energy that love gives you? Peel a layer of love from your heart, the way you take a page of a daily calendar. Some layers have toughened. Simply remove them so you can get closer to the core of your heart. The deeper into love you go, the richer is your heart. The more of it you expose, the more you allow love to flourish. Remove the surface layers, beloveds, Open, open your heart. Take the old petals off the rose. Let the inner growth show. See it for yourself. Tender is your heart of love. This very tenderness is the strength of your heart. Toughness is not. Only tenderness is.
Allow your heart to be what it is. It is vibrant. It is egoless. It takes no umbrage.
This isn’t self-centeredness – not at all. This is awareness. You have choices. Awaken to your own merit. Your own merit goes far beyond vanity. You might as well recognize the truth of yourself. Age and such are not the truth of you by a long shot.
Beloved, what you say and what you mean are to be a matched set. Speak truth. Say what you mean or not say it. You are not to wiggle-waggle out of what you say. Be clear with yourself, and be clear with others.