Ever since I was twelve years old I've called myself a writer. The title felt legit. I didn't need to publish a book or have a byline in a magazine. As far as I was concerned, the fact that I kept a journal and wrote in it nearly every day gave me license to call myself a writer.
Ever since I was twelve years old, I've called myself a writer. The title felt legit. I didn't need to publish a book or have a byline in a magazine. As far as I was concerned, the fact that I kept a journal and wrote in it nearly every day gave me license to call myself a writer.
The powerful Source Light emanating through the Sirian Universal Merkabah continues to flow into us and Gaia. It’s not stopping, but is expanding in power, bringing more Light and more of the urge to make big changes in our lives, as well as urging us to step up more in our Authentic Selves; merging with Soul.
This summer I'm falling in love with life. After a very busy year in 2012, I'm enjoying being home more, giving time and attention to the things I say I value, and deepening my relationship with myself by exploring new ways of expressing my essence and creativity.
For the past many weeks we have been speaking here about The Holy Experience. I want to invite you to avoid developing preconceived notions about what that Experience is all about, or what it is supposed to “look like.”
The funny thing about being yourself is that you have to lose your self-consciousness – the habit of judging yourself – in order to do it. You need to become so immersed in the moment and within yourself, that you begin to channel your pure creative spirit.
Many years ago a young Kansas City artist struggled to get his cartoons published in city newspapers. His offerings, however, were met with rejection after rejection. “Forget it,” editors told him. “You have no talent. Get a real job.” But the artist felt that he did have talent and he refused to compromise his career.
Today is the last day of a much-needed vacation. After a year of full-on travel, I decided to give myself the gift of downtime. No airplanes. No emails. No phone calls or meetings. Just lots of rest, daydreaming, relaxation, movies, reading good books, sleeping late, laughter, and long, lazy visits with friends.
November is building into a crescendo of creative focus, the sustenance of an empowered, prepared human being. The chaos in the world around you has been testing your focus, testing your choice of Love or Fear. When an initiate encounters fear, it is a matter of will. Will denotes choice, will you or won’t you? Are you 'strong' or ‘weak’ in the face of fear? Strong and weak have many definitions.
The next few days will be foggy, maybe even uncomfortable for many. Do not fear. You are not being overtaken by aliens or becoming someone even YOU do not like. You are taking part in a shift that has never been attempted in large numbers. Almost everyone on earth is feeling the erratic impulses. As if the entire earth is in puberty or menopause.
Much has happened to you recently. Maybe you interacted with someone you have not heard from in years. Or you decided to move. Or a new opportunity appeared. Or there was an unexpected heart connection. All indicators that you are creating your new life on earth. Perhaps you feel nothing of note happened to you. We beg to differ.